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i quit my work.

2010-03-18T04:24:00.000-07:00

text to my teacher:
Ms eng, im sorry to dissapoint u in this.
I felt abit offended n left alone, cos i have no idea what they talking..
I was late 1hr30min justnw cos eylnn text me at 9:27am, saying change schedule time at 10am rather than 11am, i just finish shower atm. Have to find the place oso take time. Den be4 i go out of the house , i even text elynn dat i dunhave fully black clothes, oso she didnt reply what i can wear instead. So i just grab any black dress and go off. Den when i reach the place she shoot at me.
"why ur dress so short, why u wear dis tpe of strap bra, not nice lei the colour u should wear black or strapless, then ask next time dun use this type of slipper, use heel or slip-onn" but she herself wear short dress, moreover didnt reply my text of what shud i wear instead... I truly dunhave any black or white or any plan clothes. &i never had anything all black in my wardrobe cos "i hate black" .Even justnow i said i wanna talk and explain to her why i want to quite the job, she ask me to sit down, den talked to her while she putting on makeup while listening to my explaination, i spoke only one sentence and she replied me "ok lorh, in the firts place u shudnt have come mah". REPEATEDLY
she didnt even bother to her my explaination or tell me why i wan to quit. so with a speechless tone i i just went said sorry to waste ur time, n go off"
Moreover i malay leh, she said it as if like racist,looking down on me bocs im trainee WTF. BUt wateve she said is like a challenge fr me to achieve inlife.
soo i find another i.a

sisterhood

2010-03-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

ive got a new sisterhood brought to you by mother nature..

Diya - air
superpower: air
sound effect: psssssssss~

Glenna - rock
superpower: stare
sound effect: tat tat tat booommfff~

Raraa - marshmellow orgasm
superpower: squirt anything
sound effect: munch~munch

Rachel - Horny
superpower: make anyone horny
sound effect: aaahhhhhhh mmmm (powerful moarn)

Liyana - crazy laugh
superpower: laugh
sound: ahahahahaaa......~~~~~~~~~~~~

to be continued.

diya addiction

2010-03-02T03:16:00.001-08:00

let me tell you blogger bout my addiction now!

-I've been crazy eating non-stop - cos im hungry!
-i confessed that i am addicted to big bang - cos its spicy&sweet!
-im desperate at playing left or dead 2 - cos its fun!
-Im craving for fish & co ! - cos the fish makes me dooled through my throat!
-i love subway cos the combination of teriyaki& sweet onion make me go gaga for more!
-my love towards dini becoming more intense cos we always argue nowadays!&iloveyou like hell!
-i like playing harry potter game cos, i cant figure how to aim! &the potions making is so hard its so challenging me!
-Another game is Bejeweld, the addiction of making a high score just keep tempts me.

valentine day!

2010-03-02T03:03:00.000-08:00

hehe,
-go orchard watch 2-movie(valentine &percy jackson&the lightning thief)
-have a bottle of scotch for our time
-2 computer for game "left or dead 2"(seriously im addcited!)
-1 roti kirai bought by my dad (we ate in the middle of orchard) haha
-pastamania for a starter

well we dress up in red cos we believe red means "pure love"
blue means "im free"
green means "im waiting"
orange means "going to purpose"
white means "already booked"
gray means "not interested"
yellow means "just broke up"
black means "anti-valentine"

by the valentine tips! hehe. stirctly no gadgets allowed on v'day & don't have big big expectations for the suprise, cos you are spoiling your day with your lover.

makeup phase test.

2010-03-02T02:55:00.000-08:00

presenting:from top left:
hanisya , karmillah (Mary model), tit (liyana model)i, khadijah

from bottom left:
beatrice (glenna model), ameera (my model), pinyen (rara model), cherry's model(unknown name)

THANKS SOO MUCH AMIRA FOR YOUR TIME.
sooryy if i cause you trouble.
aniwaes hope no criticise of the make ok.
i aint professional like u lor.
no worries im getting my attachment soon. waiting for "make-up forever" interview!!! yipee! so happy. LOL. insya i treat you ok. &owe u some makeup stuff. gaa.

love diya-loudspeaker

NEW CAR!

2010-03-02T02:52:00.000-08:00

congratulations abah for having a new car. cool Chevrolet chilling red.
haha.the first time i saw it, it really hurts my eyes, sparkles but the smell of the new leather make me go mama-mia seniorita.
Oh gosh every week-end we went out for hys family day. THANKS FOR THE TREAT MAK&ABAH APPRECIATE IT SOO MUCH.

mommy birthday

2010-03-02T02:36:00.000-08:00

the incindent i lost my precious N97MINI after just 3weeks of used.
fcuk. i curse the person who take it when i left it inside the horror cab. u're gonna go to hell and suffer for risking.

last it was my sony ericsson hp, now somebody wanna steal my n97mini!? idiot~
well after 2weeks of my lost, then i get to recover back a new one using my savings dat i have. wow now i actually burnt $800 + $710 FOR a n97mini.
holy shit!so good of a curse rara, hope u're haappy now.! fine i stop showing off my hp. whats the big deal aniwAES. its just a hp.boo-hoo. nvm, its been what it have to be, i have to let go of the past of my old hp, &appreciate and treasure what u have now. Cause in the end you wont get back what u need in the past even how meaningful it is to you. just treasure it~. Its a learning lesson i had learnt now. I have to be responsibe of my belongings &dun let anyone get a hang with it.yeah baby!!
Momy u had fun time already on ur bdae, a cake, a flower &ur dreamt singapore flyer. hehehe. love u MAMMY!

hey come take my ride to the sea!

2010-03-02T02:22:00.000-08:00

VIRGO! I TOT MY DAD LIED, but end up we did went to virgo cruise to have some fresh relax fun and drink???! again!? wow, never expect dat after a tragedy, first countdown, then my aussie mate &now treat to a virgo cruise with my cuzin naiem, kak ain, bob, din &Khai. lol!
wow. This gonne be one hell of a ride.
And yeah, magic show, i was free to go anywhere i want for a whereabout, wow i wish dini were here with me, we can have some photoshoot. nvm, we can ride other days.

oh where were i?
magic show, the cabin, bingo -bob wins $70+, tennis, swimmingpool, slides, gym, sauna, jacuzzi, buffet-all we can eat, cakes, photoshoot at the lobby, free entrance in the cinema, casino, stars, golf, twister, police&thief, birthdays, checkers, friendly staff, mani-pedi, massage. wow this is all too much for a fun in one big cruise. thats was fabulous.. GOSH. thanks everyone for making me smile back. Gaa especially naiem. he;s cute&funny. my adorable cuz! great yo have him to replace for the ticket which actuly for fatimah. Thanks for your time cuzin.

their time in singapore

2010-03-02T02:11:00.000-08:00

Dedicate to: Sakinah
yushi bro
khai - k dawg
dy - dayday man!

Miss you guys! They are awesome! spectacular! wateve it is! they make me&dini world rock! They blast my time, because of them ive been drinking almost everyday, not attending school but hey ya'll it's worth it, you guys lighten my days up, aniwaes they here fer temporary.
We went to, clarke, shopping, sentosa, dinner, pool, boat ride, clubs, drink, the most cab we had taken within 3 weeks, wavehouse, hotel shit, shiesh and manymore.!
Those day were mind-blowing! dini i told you they were they awesome people not like in singapore.

bye ahtet!

2010-03-02T02:08:00.000-08:00

fuck face to me! what a plastic horrible disaster face!

im back to these days maybe, only.

2010-03-02T02:00:00.000-08:00

i dunnoe where to start, mixed up with my days...
well let me start from the begin of 2010.

Well good things starts perfectly after a big tragedy..
Didnt expect to gain happiness from the one i never expect. im soo lucky indeed.
My room is gettng neater, cleaner before me taufik &dini went fer an invite day at the marina bay concert. it was AWESOME! fireworks just righ infront of my eyes, and for the first time i get to see a live concert with the talented singapore idol.

didnt want to party at the bay cos while i was quieing, a bunch i meant like alot &MORE! came in to the party,not ordinary people but m&m. well buck off theres other place better to spent time .catch a cab at 4am and went to bed instantly.

so much of NR7

2009-12-15T04:32:00.000-08:00

Met yana at ion, accompany her bought her mom bdae gift. Met up the boys at wisma, dini, taufik, min& adnand. next stop to, plaza singapura as we wanna catch some muvie. Soo walkd from paragon to plaza singapura , ate at BK. And buy tickets.
......

FAST FORWARD.......

what a awesome movie lastnight, twilight new moon! starts at 9:45PM ends at 12AM!
never knew gonna be dat long. but its increadibly fun though yesterday.especially when dere boys around deres always a joke in dem. ishk ishk.
wow, now my leg still cramp bout yesterday matter.
from 12:30 till 1am we sit at the bustop laughing, chatting, as we are waiting fer NR7 bus. feeling akward its been more den 20mins no buses came, double check by dini, end up deres no night bus fer weekdays. GUESS WHAT HAPPEN??? OBVIOUSLY WE WERE STUCKED RIGHT DERE. oh no.

our decision:
1st: taurnt the whole night at plaza singapura
2nd: chow cab
3rd: have a lift a someone car?
4th: walk :))

& decided no. 4
nehmind slowly walk endup we reached home!
soo much of determination fer taufik&shafiq! hahaha, pity dem.
but im soo much adventourous n having fun walking all they except fer some made-up pit-stops made by dem. after 2-3 bustops we have a rest. DAT IS WASTE TIME. me ? i force dem to walk n only let them rest fer less den 5mins. COS i dunwana lose some time. REALITY ! im soo proud dat we made from THE CATHAY-PAYA LEBAR! BY FEET! THAT WAS MOTHER NATURE!!!!!!!!

2009-11-25T08:43:00.000-08:00

what i got to say.
im werking hard to improve my make-up. also glad all my 3-MODELS i hafta make-up appear on the gallery of substation ofr the event of whatever "....love" credits to newly friend from hairstyling course for giving me the chance to show my talent by giving, supporting &trusting me to do makeup for their models. THANK-YOU!
love it. &i learnt lots.

my sickness attack me back!

2009-11-23T09:30:00.000-08:00

im M.C again. omg. my voice been hurt by my cough. and effect my heart.
really need a rest& never skipped my medicine time. haiyoo.
rest the whole day at home. with my gff.
At noon we do pedicure just to kill time.

tdy dini haf a day to apply huh? huw was it dear.. u seems nervous always!!!

hahaha. its ok. i will pray for u.
n bout ur studies im soorry, nvm there always a 2nd chance in life. but the next time please take ur studies seriously cos, ur studies will represent u future taw.
PLEASE... i need u soo much. I want us to werk things out more seriously in future. not the time to enjoy now... enjoy when u already success in ur studies n haf a proper werk. &alot of MONEY.thats wen u cn enjoy darling. Dun make any trouble to our relationship &to ur life. ingat bawa motor tu hati2. Ur life is precious.

fullest 18 dini

2009-11-23T09:15:00.000-08:00

SUPRISED BASH!"
DINI!
HAPPY 18THE BIRTHDAY CYG. I LOVE U VERY VERYY VERYY MUSHH!! HEHEHE. U ARE FULL 18, MATURE ALREADY , MUST LEARN TO MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE TAW!
INGAT UR FRIENDS ME &UR LOVE ONES WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR NO MATTER HUW STUPID OR CRAZIE U ARE. hehe

cyg did u know on ur bdae i sacrifice alot for u. actly im tired,
got to werk at 12.30-5pm. even Muhaimin sacrfice paitao hys werk just to help me collect the cake n suprised also to celebrate ur bdae.
got u a cake for $80, 3 tees for $43 + phantom deck for $25 the magis card game uve been eye-ing on since last 2months. I duncare my money most gone for u, cost i onlye want the best n see u smile n happynes on ur bdae.
I just wish u will pass ur motor license safely& succesfully.
LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART!

HAPPY SOUR 18 BIRTHDAY.
SOORRY FER THE SLICE OF CAKE I SMASHED AT YOU. haha.
&NAMPAKNYER U WUNT GET TO SABOH ME ON MY BDAE tis week, cos i didnt make any bdae party.hahahaha!
BWUEKKK~

metta makeup day

2009-11-23T08:53:00.000-08:00

collect my clothes that i bought through online at hougang 203
& met glenna at sengkang inter. went to her house to wait for time passes 2.30pm, her mom is soo cool. haha. bought for me mee rebus. its nice.
Then take cab to school, which we had a metta make-up stage peformance at 3:45pm.
very punctual! haha. there start our make up!!!!
finish around 7pm, eat ,steal oreo. hahaha. then we all went home.

reached i hafta get ready for my family gathering at angmokio.
a baby was born. i becoming nenek makcik again! lol.
eat &fall aseep at the playground. haha.momy wake me up n we went home.
what a day.

2009-11-15T10:54:00.000-08:00

TIRED OF THESE WEEKS!

Its drawing near.

2009-11-15T09:07:00.000-08:00

yo!Its been a while right since me and diya updated this blog.So the thing is my 18th birthday and Diya 17th birthday is around the corner.Hope you guys have something nice and memorable for her.For me i don't know maybe something nice would please her and the thing she wants me most is be with her,stick to her,be around to protect,look after her,tell her if what she's doing is wrong,love her the way she is.Maybe that would be the best gift for her.Haha.For me i don't want a party or gift i just some prayers for me to pass my motor license smoothly and quick.Cause i'm sick of waiting for the bus and the slow rides.So ya i only have 6 more days to my big day.I have a soccer tournament on my birthday and i hope i get a chance to play striker cause it would quite a present gift for me from bob.And on that day i'll be enrolling for my license.So wish me luck!! And I SO LOVE DIYA AND MISS HER SO MUCH!!!

Dini♥Diya™

HALLOWEEN!!!

2009-10-31T10:01:00.000-07:00

its the night of three couples.
not according to plan BUT the fun is never i expected! haha.
the ghost wasnt scary to me. but a bit of "wobble" when they just popped out like that.
haha. well me n my gff tryna look like a vampire, so we did a vampire inspire look makeup tutorial from youtube by "MichellePhan"

link:: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qg-2rDnWCJA

yeah it did make me look bit vampire but if i buy fangs and highlight the blood on my neck i think people will notice what im tryna to be.
THANKS SENTOSA FOR MAKING OUR DAY.LOL

got a helmet.

2009-10-31T09:50:00.000-07:00

after school went to buy helmet with bee&dini.
bee owns the black for $70
diya owns the pink for $128

gosh bee thanks fer buying me. i owe u alotss more then i ever tot.!
love ya.

my make up talent.

2009-10-31T09:36:00.001-07:00

thatd day we went to city square.

2009-10-31T09:21:00.000-07:00

It WAS the date i wanted.. wear so formal and neat. its like a perfect date.
so got up, get ready met dini at hys house. why am i so obsessed with hys homey? i duntknow. maybe it just us. straight when to citysquare,
-timezone
-eat (grilled fish; chicken ...) i forgot.
-have a walk
-light shopping
-met bee
-cashbox$$
-home!

yeah its a fun time even though its a shorttime. but i apprecita lots the moment.

Helmet.

2009-10-24T09:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i bought my first helmet.A carbon fibre SUMO RACING type helmet.Went to bikes shop with Bob cause he knows best.So firstly went to to kallang bahru and immediately fell in love with the carbon fibre helmet.Its only $36.Bob suggested to look around first as i wanted to to buy my helmet at AH BOY first but Bob didnt want to cause that shop alot of PHANTOM hang around there.So went to several shops and the helmets were not so bad but expensive man! $60-$75! Then i decided to buy the carbon fibre helmet.Hmm.But first i buy stickers for my to be helmet DINIDIYA 290305.Then moment of truth bought the helmet tried to bargain but the shop owner gave me the clip and bag free for just $36.So i wore it and paste the sticker on my helmet.And made it a surprise for Diya.But her reaction is not i expected.

Dini♥DIYA™

lastlast of raya

2009-10-18T08:53:00.000-07:00

9am. nag-nag-nag
mom&dad lahh!! wake up wake up~!!
so annoying. im damn tired n i hafta wake up so
early just to help my mom cook as family from far
is visiting. grr~
so hard to stand up n shower, nehmind took a nap a lil while,
soon dad came in

" EH FARAH, U BETTER WAKE UP EH, DON'T UNTIL I TAKE BACK YOUR FREEDOM "

awhh damn! i hate it when he said dat, finefine IM TRYINGG!!
i was really hoping my dinidini call n make me freshen up, he's voice is the power for my eyes to pop ! ohh. MAMA MIA AI AI AI!!
halt it seniorita u being too cheeky.
he did called me! talk, den calm me down. my eyes fly n den woke bee up, n haf shower together. lalalalala.

help mommy, drink, prepare dinning table ,layan tetamu, small kids everywhere. pfft~ tiring. afta all of dem left to next house.
me n my family rest &after mahgrib we get ready
&met dem at the lasthouse. gossip ,take photo. gaaa.kk im lazt to talk much.

byebye.

that night .

2009-10-18T02:05:00.000-07:00

+ went to school
studystudystudy, very cleepy still.
hungry.

+ went to werk
children very irritating
annoying; stupfidos cannot wait.
busy lorh.
hungry also
starting to doze off.

+ went to ecp
haaha, kanchong
play monopoly
eat spaghetti
talk very noisy
built tent
unpacked
get drunk
sex in the tent haha! jk lei
boring, cleep so early 4am.
morning kiss
eat snacks
sea bath,sea scrub, sea play(battle of the sexest)
girl wins, boys lose
lepak
rent bicycle go mac fer breakfast
monopoly! dini wins.
diya 2nd bankrupt!
bee busy with mrcool
i pack things up
go shower with bee
go home take cab

+ at home
unpacked
cleep all night long!

shanghai?/

2009-10-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

12/10/2009

GONNA MISS MY BROTHER , BY THE NAME OF

"MUHAMMAD FAIZULLULLAH BIN MOHAMMAD FADHULLULLAH"

my mom, bee&i sent him to the airport at 0630AM
Terminal 3, SIA.
aseemble, ate breakfast, walk &he went into the departure hall.
wait lahh, 5more days then the house gonna be the same again.

before raya ends.

2009-10-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

10/10/2009

celebrate a lil girl birthday. shes cute.
it was dini's mom side of ohana. i had fun. cos i get to feel
wearing my new heels from, Keith & Ashley.

Woah.Unexpected.Unbelievable.Coming soon.Getting nearer.♫™

2009-10-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

My Possible Future Bikes.
Gilera
Yamaha 125Z
Yamaha RXZ
Yamaha X1(Confident be riding this one)
YA MAN.!today it was so late.I woke up very late.damn late.Got a call from Timezone before i could pick up they hung up.Then Diya called me but it was dennis who talked to me.
Dennis:Handsome,you sleeping ah?
Me:Ya.why?
Dennis:Shafei got say to you anything or not?
Me.No why?
Dennis:Today he never come work sia.
Me:Aiyo.Later i try call him ask.

When i called shafei he say he want to paitao don't wanna come cause he couldn't stand the sight of Dennis.I understand him.Sunday would be his last day.Rosli also maybe quitting soon.Hmm.Met shafei eat mac then went to play soccer.Got a call from Diya again asking for help carrying something.I said ok.After playing soccer me and Diya waited for the right time to go home.Along with Sheik.Diya said "Amek lesen kereta suda".Cause senang leh sumbat bnyk org then senang lau bnyk barang berat pun leh sumbat But i said "I da boleh bawak motor u je tk tawuk."She didn't believe me.So i asked Sheik whether i can ride his Bike,Yamaha X1(In the picture).First i'm the pilian,Then i took the wheels while Sheik be the pilian.I took it for a two round ride to prove Diya.OMG.I didn't imagine it was flawless.Like i've been riding it for so long.So now i'm confident that i can ride a bike.I'm thinking of riding Yamaha X1 or Yamaha RXZ or Yamaha 125Z.But i think it's the X1 that i'm comfortable with.My birthday getting near.Enrolment at CDC is calling me soon.Hope to be pass flawlessly and get my license before my five years anni.Insyallah.QDL her i come!

Dini>_<

lets called it anew.

2009-10-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

DARLING WOULD LIKE TO HAVE ME AS UR WIFE?
WOULD LIKE ME TO SMILE WHILE GAZING THROUGH UR EYES?
.. WOULD LIKE ME TO MAKE U A SUMPTUOS BREAKFAST EVERY MORNING?
... DO U WANT TO HEAR ME SHOUT UR NAME EVERY CORNERS OF THE WERLD?
.... DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY WITH YOU?
.... MAKE U LAUGH WITH MY SILLY ACT?
...MAKE U COMFORTABLE BESIDE ME?
OR!!

"U WANNA MAKE LOVE WIH ME EVERY NIGHT TILL MORNING? (COS I LOVE MORNING SEX) ITS A PILLING THING FER ME. HAHA. Wah im bored seh now at home. DIYA IS DYING FER DINI HUG*** i love ur kindsness tdy. felt like ure a husband paying fer my bills. hehe.
"ISHK BERANGAN AH DIYA." even dough tdy is sort of a lastminute plan. BUT IT SEEMS TO WERKOUT PRETTY WELL. KUDOS TO DINI! heehe.

Go karaoke "cashbox" at bedok inter with bee, dini& memberss#
SHOUT ALL I WANT UNTIL I CAUGHT WITH A COARSE VOICE SINGING DUET, &etc.!
paiseh laa, but what for want to paiseh so rabak, i used to it.. &also nobodys perfect by hannah montana. SHEA A ROLE MODEL.
gaaa. very sian, tmlw werking 12pm. hmmh, yesterday night i dun get my 8HRS BEAUTY CLEEP! me &bee slept at 8am in the MORNING! MASYA'ALLAH.
TWEEZE each other eyebrows, watched
BOHSIA& WILDCHILD AGAIN.
Then do fer her a nice swee manicure, but in the noon she wake up she spoilt it! THANKS if it was to do in a shop, it cost u 30++ nett!! alamak got "CUTE BUTTERFLY DIAMOND SUMORE!. not satisfied~ -.-
YEAH ATLAST FER SOO LONG I NEVER GET TO JOIN MY FAMILY DINNER, just tdy my daddy treat us at PELANGI, nyum-nyum SPAGHETTI BOLOGNESE.

want to washed my face, feet n go to sleep.

A True Wake Up Call.Gonna Make A Change.

2009-10-06T10:14:00.000-07:00

Why am I acting as a small kid with small brains.Why must i carry on and hurting her.Why must i mingle around when my first love is already right in front of my eyes.I was caught red handed again with another girl but this time worst i did terrible things then that.(Privacy).This time i couldn't and won't fight back cause i know i'm already in the wrong.All i have to do is confess my wrongdoings and beg forgiveness to the affected party.In the morning Diya confronted me and let out all of her feelings.I on the other hand just admit my wrong.Finally it hit backs to me how stupid enough i am to do those things.Diya's the only girl i want to get married to why i must act this way even before we have our ties.I have to remember that each day i'm growing old.I have to learn from my mistake and change my ways to be a better person,friend,family and even a husband or a BF.I'm sorry Diya i hurt u a lot of times.But this time this is it.I have to put a end to all my bad behaviour and ways.I promise i'll have my time for u.jage u tk sia2kn u lagi.Your mom even advise me to be better.I need your guidance along the way.I need you to be by my side and helping me gain your trust again.THIS IS IT.I MUST STOP ALL THIS NONSENCE FOR MAMA'S SAKE,DIYA'S SAKE,MAK'S SAKE,MY FRIENDS SAKE,HEY GFF'S SAKE AND FOR MY OWN GOOD SAKE! I HAVE TO STOP ALL THIS IF I WANNA HAV A GOOD FUTURE AHEAD WITH DIYA.I WANT HER TO KNOW ONLY HER THAT I LOVE AND YOU WILL I FIND IN THE NEEDS.I'M DUMB ENOUGH TO HURT U.I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU!THANKS DIYA FOR BELIEVING IN ME AND GIVING THE MOST OF CHANCES FOR ME TO MAKE A CHANGE.DINI LOVE DIYA AND DIYA LOVE DINI.THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS.DINI LOVE DIYA.

unbreakable

2009-10-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

woke up nearly 7pm (mehgrib) ohh luckily .
i dunwan to have bad dreams.
then see bee walk off my room ,as she be spending tyme with her
mr.cool.

wah i never expected tdy takjadi g jalanraya, but it did.
baru berangan nak wear my new kebaya my momy bought fer me?
BLACK& GOLD.

tak kesampaian, tsk!
then tdy my boyfie go fun play soccer with his friends.
wah im still stuck in the house so bored.
BEE WAS LIKE SAYING" TU LAH LAW TAHU NARI KAW TAKJADI KELUAR DENGAN SHAFIQ&FAMILY, KITA DAH GII JALAN RAYA DUA2, GI RUMAH KAWAN LAMA KITA"
wah she said it as if i felt so guilty bout tdy.
alah nvm, i kept quite then blinked my eyes on the ceiling thinking what should i do tdy. maybe i just continue uploading my fb pics.

starting to miss my boyfie....
ask mak&abah to go jalan raya dis coming sunday ahh!!!
i want to wear my kebaya. want to feeling-feeling. heee
+)))

lovediya.

my very 1st happy raya

2009-10-03T13:52:00.000-07:00

tdy i anggap this as my 1st day of raya.
pity me no raya lastyear& thisyear. soo im considering this is the 1st tyme.
feel so wunderful, well dun mind, theres always, the happy, too excited, curious, anger, mad, excited, fuckup, then overjoyed!, & when its too over happiness, the last part we end up go home just now 4am . we stucked at our last house (CHOA CHU KANG)
tsktsktsk~ then...pissed-off &mad again, then comes the sad moment ,when the van come to fetch us, we slept :zzzz
reached bedoknorth.. some when home
some sleepover..
others like us when eat mcdonalds!
while bee getting crazier..
dat she invite one carzy man w a guitar along in the mc.donalds. Then the crazyman entertains her by singing her "CALIFORNIA" songs while greeny "TAIK HIDUNG" big one hanging on hys leftt side of the nose..BLOOD DISGUSTING MAN! then lepas tu tkpe he cn look at us with this weird sad looking face, THANKS TO BEE! FER INVITING HYM IN, now i dunhaf apetite to eat just becos of one gross shit hanging. also smelly!!!!
aiyoo. have breakfast take cab go home.

time to cleep, u guys should see all the photo i had on my fb.
funny ah.when i think back i felt like it happened all the tyme but i hope without one couple of this which i dunlike!

tsk tsk tsk gff

2009-10-01T13:26:00.000-07:00

bee see what uve done to my ceiling,

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED WHEN BEE IN THE HOUSE, &SHE STARTED TO MISS HER BF.
HER EMOTIONAL EFFECT ANYTHING INCLUDING ..

MY CEILING. AIYO~!

then we make pizza at 3am last 3days ago ,if im not wrong''

me tiredddd

2009-10-01T13:16:00.000-07:00

got too werk, too late.
but my manager today is in the good mood.as this was my first tyme late.
got hme early, while bee werk at night.
SO tired! THANKS TO BEE GFF!!!

BECAUSE OF HER, ENTERTAINING HER WATCHED...

"P O R N"
gay
nenek tua have sex
biggest dick

watsoever. aiyo.
she asked me to cleep but den she keep talking to herself.
pfftt~
den suddenly i black out. hahaha.atlast.
fuhhh.... now damn tired.but cute thnag my kitten make me so happy.dere cute.
n my family ate steak fresh-marinate from perth. i hate DAGING. or ayam.

i prefer ready made just fer me to munch. ask daddy to buy me mee goreng 2
fer me n gff. fetch gff at the bustop, den we had our so called ROMANTIC DINNER.
gagaga.. cam with dearest, karaoke with gff, now waiting fer tyme to cleep.
& i cant believe im still entertaining her by watching the dance move video.

LOOOKED AT MY FACE: -.-

bye.
diya love.

arrivval

2009-09-30T09:10:00.000-07:00

eyes open throughout the night.
fetch my family at terminal 1, belt 16
oh gosh so freezing& longg...
afta 20mins they went out , kecoh , very kecoh..
good news fer me, look at dem felt like crying. hehehe. CRYING FOR JOY
then badnews bee& i hafta accmpny my aunty ani to budget terminal n settle w her flight n wait till she departure. aiyo~
MORE KECOH''''

its alrady 8AM! me n bee had MCDONALD BREAKFAST meanwhile...
again badnews we had to bring home some errand!
wahhttt?? ! take MRT people look at us, like we both ran away from home handling one bigg blue beg(unsuspicious item).
kaw kita ngan belum mandi fer one whole day, with our face look so pale n smelly.
nehmind, we'll reached home pronto.
putbegs ran to room and sleep til 9pm, eat dinner "nasi ayam"
then now we're updating our profile, blogs n everything.
had fun though.. cos my mom bought fer us two identical clothes which is our favourites colour, &chocolatess

also my cuzin from perth give me DUITRAYA! IM NOT GONNA TELL HUW MUCH, IM GONNA SHOW & U GUYS ARE GONNA COUNT FER ME. cos i as shaking when i hold dat some of

""MOOLAAHHH""

WOHHOO.
beofore that i makeover kaseh as shes gg hme fer the first tyme to celbrate raya.THANKS FER TAKING CARE OF ME WHILE MY PARENT WERE OUT.
kk dats it im now waiting fer mA pWiNcE to online.

four years, six month

2009-09-29T13:43:00.000-07:00

HAAPPY BELATED BDAE TO BEE, CLEBRATING AGAIN.
& MONTHSARY DIYA&DINI

I DUNNOE WHY SUDDENLY DINI LOVE ME SOO MUCH, I NEVER EXPECT.
but what i know hys werd make me go ga-ga. so in love.
soo happy, my gff staying over my house until i dunnoe when...
BUT I FELT LIKE I HAF A NEW SISTER. &SHES ME GFF ALSO KNOWN AS MY SISTER, LAZY SISTER.
get to watched PHOBIA 2. FUNNY~
THEN play arcade, camwhore.. also funny part the 3D SHOW.
wtf. now im still waiting fer my uncle to call me, he said he gonna fetched me &gff to the airport along to wait fer the arrival of my family. YAY!! MISS DEM HORR. CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM AGAIN. MISSS LOTSSS.

did fer my gff manicure while i did pedicure.
until my gff went of to snore. aiyo huw long i haf to wait.
the arrived at 5:35AM. WHERES!!! MY UNCLEEE.... dun make me go by myself.

n fer dini im so in love with you ..hehe.aiyo so chicky me.
kk stop it. im starting to be lazy to type.

bybybybybybybyybeeeeee~!~!!!!

mommy what are u doing?

2009-09-25T11:59:00.000-07:00

I MISS MY MOMMY SOO MUCH!!!!!!
PLEASE MAKE TYME RUN FAST, I NID HER.!
THE HOUSE IS SO EMPTY WITHOUT MY FAMILY.
NOW I FELT THE LONELINESS.

darn-ling!

2009-09-25T09:06:00.001-07:00

the first tyme i experinece boredom at werk.
it was seriously bored. lastnight, i had a bad dream
woke up with a heavy cough with a squeky sound in ur throat when u breath after u cough. its very annoying that it effect my heartbeat. very pianful experince fer me alone at home woke up 5AM in the morningt experiencing this sickness.
well i did cried for momy, i called my boyfie, he told me what to do. even though it doesnt werk-out much but i eat 2pills before i went back to cleep again.

pity me, crying, went to my mom room tot i could ask my mom wheres the medicine, but i forget shes at perth now. so i cry all the way to my kitchen searching fer medicine. while otp with my boyfie (he comforting me) ohh baby if u would justautomatically come to my house &save me i will so pleasing fer it.
but no, cos i know u have to go to F1 usher at 7am. so better not making u hard fer me. appreciate it dear.

now im doing my house chores while waiting fer the conferencig about plannig fer tmws event. DAHH!

huws your day

2009-09-24T08:44:00.000-07:00

go werk at 1200 end at 1700
tired! my eyes began to shut..
meet me back at my house, getreay asap proceed to vybes.
CUT ,TRIM ,LAYERED...
WAHHH -LAHH! our hair is now neat n like our old-self.. just like old tymes.

PITY BEE HAVE A HARD TYME WITH HER MOM THRU SMS

acompany her home, have dinner together, do manicure
talk ,take photo then i went home. cannot tahan! very tired lehh.
wah sian ah, yesterday neva get to have my

"8 HOURS BEAUTY SLEEP"

hmmpp now typing my blog waiting tak sabah ni, fer webcaming with my parents or dini. MISS MY PARENTS, woithout them in the house, it felt like a abondoned house full of cricket.

miss u my family.
hapi hari raya at dere.
dunferget me...diya kwim am-pao.
thanks lots.

love diya.

kecohrable

2009-09-24T08:19:00.000-07:00

tdy is the day my family go perth.
sad sad. wanna cry but stay strong! cos i dunwan my mascara to smudge.
wah best u seh they're gg perth. hawt stuff!! hehehe
fortunately have my remaining "3 LOVE ONE" bee& dini except fer jo, she busy~
they comfort, make me laugh, funny ahh, too much

EXPRESSION to MENTIOONN.

EAT AT POPEYE, terminal 1 ... sumptiouss

take cab from airport to my house &CITYHALL
fer 1hr! ohmy in the cab ive kept lots of memoirs. love u bee& dini!
the bad thang 43 bucks, journey.. not worth it. stupidos apek
REACHED SAY BEE MR.COOL.
along the way mostly both jantan(dini&mr.cool) bully bee. pity her.
notyet her bdae seh dah kena bully

no plan, nothing just walk straight. plan all corrupted- L A S T M I N U T E
atlast go bugis take neoprint. fuyoo.. i loike.
then make decision again wanna go where next, while thinking, me&dini got ntg to do we buy "NAUGHTY G" mmmhh~~~ then decide to go karaoke.
sing sing sing "aku rindu!!! aku CINTA!!! "" not realising dat the tyme have past so was the last train.

BUT JUST TO CORRECT IT, SOME-ONE WAS SO CONFIDENT THERES STILL TRAIN TO JOO KOON AT 12:15AM.

`sneak the boys in my house
`cook maggi
`smoke
`chit-chat
`sleep in dividual rooms(privacy)
`morning breakfast

1stday raya

2009-09-20T10:03:00.001-07:00

EAT ,SLEEP ONLY.

night of raya

2009-09-19T12:40:00.001-07:00

hello peepz!
love ya all, hope u guys haf lots of fun, especially to my closest aunty(i can say) as you're n ur family gg to perth dis cuming monday. HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT& JOURNEY.
i'll be praying fer ur happines& safety.

well just did my henna today! so excited goona show u guys huw beautiful $20 bridal henna on each hand look lykes!. tak MENYESAL 40 BUCKS FLY!
tottaly matchd my kebaya. JOY.
SADLY NEVA GET TO DO MY HAIR.
HAPPY FER DINI to have hys hair done.
FUCKING FRUSTRATED SAW HYS EX-LOVER GF.(MAMA DAT HEARTLESS BITCH THE ONE WHU SPOILT MY 3Y6M LASTYEAR) !!
i did complaint to my mom. love you momy.!
so not cleeping tdy.

im gonna let my henna onn fer the whole day until next morning ,i want it RED.
20 bucks siol, worth fer long lasting dry.
bought a simple dress. not much to shop. dunwana let money fly too much.
miss my camera. where are u.??

have a pleasant day today frends!
diya.

bunny.. anyone?

2009-09-16T05:15:00.000-07:00

i cn when desperate when i insert credit at a claw machine. especially the one have the big cute bear.
tdy work was alright. tyme when so slow. dust everywhere.
gaa. suprisingly dini came in earlier to werk. when diya saw dini, diya will mess all over the place. ehee *BLUSHED*
tdy bee&i got half big bag of candy
mentos loads loads of mentos
chocolate
caldbury booster, kinder bueno
crackers
double decker, pillow& roller coaster.
from a kind customer. nyumnyum.
so next tyme when make a puppy face& a goodservice to a customer whu play aracde game which calls

"SWEETLAND"
thankyou horr.
went home with bee, bee met hys mr.cool(pfft~)
while i continue my way home.

hais. just finish eating nasi ayam. very nice. different from usual.

NOW im editing my blog while simba(male kitten) sleepin on my left laptop.
so cute hys face so cramp.
now waititng fer dini to finish werking.& strat webcaming with hym.

what? !

2009-09-15T08:29:00.000-07:00

first tyme of the year diya experience a bad day from mother nature!
HUW COULD MOTHER NATURE DO THIS TO ME. im innocent.

well got up mit dini at hys house. watched "CINTA U-TURN"
wait fer hym at the voideck while he cycle to shen siong.
WHILE waiting, this suspicious man;
steam face
small eyes
medium nose
height around 167
wearing brown tore tees with black stains
blue jeanz
messy hair
i think he's chinese, thai or philipines mix

making a weird stare at me behind the walls at every 15 feets away from my seats at every corners of my surroundings! its is IRRITATING but i hafta accept the fact he's indeed enjoying hys view.
afta dini done, took cab to hys werkplace.
had a stupid arguiment which got ntg related to hym.
well its me always think the negative way.
after the commotion, i went home and take bus 48 which DIDNT EVEN STOPPED AT MY HOUSE, I WENT TO BUGIS. quickly alight and decide to take MRT.
so jealous seeing couple holding hands, happily at bugis, until dat when i tapped in to the mrt , i just notice dat my ezlink card left no credits.

wah sian. now i hafta to take bus with 55cents.
stupid kiasu nyonya STEPPED ON MY PRETTY FEET! how dare she. nyonya!
never say sorry walkaway.
reachd stop rushed to geylang den to joochiat just to find a place dat can alter tshirt. went to 5 alteration shop, all cannot.
luckily the last one before i could drop my first tear of the day, then this kind china woman said "can can can". thankyou ! alhamdulillah.

felt bad dini got no drinks fer buka, so i decide to suprised hym at his werkplace by bringing hym, home cook naturally by me

MAGGI GORENG 2 PACKET
2 EGGS
1 BANDUNG

den haf a small mrajuk thingy of me.
den alight from his daddy car ,TIDAKKK! MY HP DROPPED HARD ON THE ROCKY ROAD!
5mins later.. in the lift, "OMG MY HP! HAVE A UGLY SCAR CRACKD!"
moody, sawy day. confirm mama scold me. now waht should i do sabah again.
cabaran diya.
so hungry from morning till now havent eat.

STILL WAITING FER MC DELIVERY TO PRESS MY DOORBELL!

1st day of werk

2009-09-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

pffftttt~\nervous, curious, happy, mixedup...

got werk yay.i get to recall the common steps to do cashier. easy = medium speed
i neva learnt do cleaning etc.
hope i learn nextyear, lazy to mop the floor.
werking with bee! wohho syiok bebeh, shimah, one cute chinese guy(new) & boon tat.
so yeah really fun.eat chocolates all the way.
SHOCKING EXPRESSION WHEN I GET MY FIRST UNIFORM. WELL ITS ENOURMOUS!!
I CAN GET IT ALTUR BY TMLW.
hmm. just cant believe i can get to werk again after fer so long.
so life. up&down. i felt much better now.
went fer a window shopping with gff &shimah. gaa.

SEXY NOOSE! "I CHANGE FROM MY UNIFORM TO SLEEVELESS AT TIMEZONE."
WELL ITS A REALLY QUICKY ONE I DID.
NO ONE NOTICE IT EXCEPT FER THE "CAMERA" THAT WAS HANGING 24HRS ON THE CEILING.

now its up to me update the blog cos i the one whu create it.so yeah.
dini been very busy with raya, werk, school .

Today my family seriously not celebrating raya. im kahfir seh.
no lah joking. woho. tdy i change my nail design. simple and i like it.

MUCHLOVE DIYA.

manicure

2009-09-11T10:43:00.000-07:00

its been 2days ive been spending my tume doing nail arts.. i meant different type of nail arts .

1st day:
UGLY!
UNBELIEVABLE!
STRESS!
DO& RE-DO...
TIRED
FUCK-UP.

2nd day:
done! marvelously simply me, mine arts.
& guess what suddenly loads of idea came in my mind
and i decide to do on the artificial nail and fingernails? from my school tool kits.
WOW. so pwoud of me. atleast i gain skill though. lovin it.

yea, soo tody my family very kecoh bout gg australia.! felt lyke going. cos pjust doesnts seems to appreciate me fer not going cos of some events i had suring dose week when my family gg to perth. wow such a decision i had to make huh?
well dats me, my life. full of choices but i have to choose wisely& regrets later.
soo gonna be jealous of
huw fun& loads of duit raya dey'll get. even khairullah is tagging along. such a waste diya. BUT DERES NO LATE FER ME TO BOOKED THE TICKET.
COS MY MOM JUST SOUND ME AGAIN IF I WANT TO GO.. COS DERES PLENTY OF VACANCY OF SEATS AVAILABLE. SOO HUW... SHOULD I?

ARGH , I'LL FIND ANSWER FROM MOTHER NATURE.

It's been long.

2009-09-11T10:26:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggers.Its me the guy.The BF.Dini.So good to be back.Missed me.Haha.Obviously not.So its me nowadays busy juggling school,work,puasa and my social life.Pening babe kepala.Started work last week ago.Been going well.Puasa somemore.Raya lagi seminggu je babe.Tapi puasa tak penuh.wakakaka.SO...My GF's Gf also started work today.aiyo.Mangkuk dia tu da la slow legong lak tu.Mati.What's more save the best for the last.My own GF is starting work next monday babe.haha.Can't wait for puasa.This year raya wearing 2 colours Doh! Gold and Purple.New colour for me.Haha.Today is going to be great cause i'm going on site training for F1.Great right being the usher.Kalau dapat usher untuk concert beyonce,electrico and backstreet boys kn gerek.haha.Semalam met Diya teman me go make ez-link card baru.Kerana ku hilangkn nye di sekolah.i oso dunno how it got lost.Aiyo.Then went to play arcade for awhile.Sad cause we played the "Barber Cutter" to get winnie the pooh but i failed a lot cause miss calculated.Haiz.Ade 1 kali ni lagi sikit je dapat tapi terlajak.Alamak.Kecoh la wei.haha.Then went home buke and then terawih.haha.Now webcaming with GF.then to sleep.Later must wake early.

Dini™♥Diya™♪

shout

2009-09-10T02:32:00.001-07:00

shout out to my boyfie that he is so lazy to update blog.
always been me. &everything bout me.!

EXAMS feeling

2009-09-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday HFC very easy i do it with full confidence!
so happy day. *smiling*

Today FTY average MCQ HARD, section B average overall average.
fuckup day. *sulking*

Tomollow EFC wahh confirm dunnoe huw to do.. i never study, never knew what to do!!!
preparing fer tmlw.

study.

2009-09-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

study at termial 2.
neary steal&sell a hp.
get to know the hp has no keypad.
no money.
study study study 3hrs.
meet bee &dini at marineparade.
break fast together.
go to bee house.
shopping at bazzar.
bought a wax pot& rose wax.

think.

2009-09-05T11:47:00.000-07:00

tmlw gonna be a bit corrupted day fer me.

go study, meet dini break fast together, buy wax pot, kebaya.
BUT MOST OF ALL I DUNWAN TO MISS PRINCESS PROTECTION PROGRAMME AT DISNEY CHANNEL TODAY AT 7.30PM! how am i supposed to re-schedule.

love you demi!

menantu.

2009-09-05T11:39:00.000-07:00

cooked at home. very tired
eating. no apetite
go out with momy. excited
when momy sent me to dini. so excited
seperated with momy. very sad she alone
shopping with dini family. funn
when someone called menantu. blusheeddd
dini family gg home. sad
reached home. happy
eat junk food. very happy
talked to momy before gg to cleep. more happier
webcam with dini. lovely sweet
now gg to sleep. relief

diya.

boring but not dat boring..

2009-09-02T10:44:00.000-07:00

love sally.

eps reunion =D

2009-09-01T08:32:00.001-07:00

atlast not bazzar animore. skip dat TATT!

3pm reached marinparade, accompany my boyf to apply fer his werk back.
CONGRATS DEAR.! Then when to grandlink play POOL. oh again today i never puasa!
met my parents at geylang to join buka puasa.. After my stomach full the i head down to meet sarah& indra atkembangan bustop before proceeding to eps reunion which is celebrated at MAKS PLACE RESTAURANT.

FER YEARS ,& NOW THEN THE REUNION BEGINS.
FUN, LAUGHTER, ENJOYMENT, EXCITED, CURIOUS, CLUMSY &SHY

TOO MUCH! TOO SAY ..HAHA..OVERALL ITS FANTA-BULOUS!!!
NEVER EXPECTED IT COULD BE THIS FUN.

Bbazaar again?

2009-08-30T11:05:00.000-07:00

yeah, so happy wake up late at 4 today .
have buka at banquet lioncity, i order an unhealthy nasiayam which contains manymany bones ,ewww & many chewing gum and skin.. more eww.
results i never eat. i ate 5spoons and stopped. miss my boyf during dat moment.
buy kittens food at SHOP&SAVE then went home
asked daddy fer 100 bucks.
atlast met gf at payalebar near the big longkang, den go buy our
gf couple bajuraya and it actully cost 120 bucks. felt pissed..
thanks gff again fer paying fer me another 20 bucks. hehehehe. good gff!
walked2 around bazaar, buy slipper fer 3 bucks seh!. hehe go surveysurvey.
GO HOME THEN SPENT TYME WITH GFF STILL MISSING MY BOYF ON DAT POINT OF TYME.
chitchatchitchat..
tyme to go home GF!

do notes..study a bit..
den hungry go eat chipsmore dipped with HL MILK AH!
yummy taw!

webcam with my boyf, he played footbal game ..
i do manicure. yeay! tmlw my self-declared no school.
THEN TALKEDTALKED with my boyfie,

diya: No, takle i tak kasi lak u go play pool with ur friend tmw!(dlm hati jk je, hhehehe)

dini: asal?

diya: i tak kasi lak, so tmlw dun go.

dini: silence fer 10mins..

..........
diya: happy2 syiok sendiri..

when suddenly, i got a msg from hys abah - ringtone title thousand miles. very noisy.

dini: TSK! U BISINGKAN(HE TENGKENG AT ME)

diya: pe u, taksalah i kan, abah u seh yg msg. sorry..

dini: yelah abeh tkyah nak letak hp dekat dgn cmputer u kan BISING!

diya: sobsob. (very sad) yelah law bising i offline lah..

dini: OFFLINE LAH!

diya: go appear offline(taksamapi hati_ then webcam turn off.

then 1o mins later he text me on msn said..

dini_slick@hotmail.com said (2:10 AM):
i tau u tk offline
kasi 5 mins to online back if u realli do love me and forgive my wrongs
ur 5 mins started 20 secs ago

smallpackages says:

HMPH!

then after that i THOUGH okay alrady.

BEOMING A BIG ARGUIMENT! HAIS,DAHLAH SICK&TIRED..

written by diya.

bazaar today!...

2009-08-29T10:14:00.001-07:00

today, bazaar again, well what i gotta do, arady live beside the bazaar, so everytyme im free always be walking around dere... aiyoo.jelak seh hari2...OH NO not HARIHARI! EVERY SINGLE YEAR.. but its good thing i live near lots of happening. hehh ^^
BUT TODAY IS DIFFERENT..

ITS MY ANNIVERSARY.

HAPPY 4 YEARS 5 MONTHSARY TO MY BELOVED
MUHD SHAFIQ DINI BIN IDRIS

SORRY IF TODAY IS NOT THE BEST
BUT ITS THE MEMROY ,TIMES& MOMENTS
WE HAD WITH EACH OTHER TODAY THATS COUNTS
TODAY WE WOKE UP LATE TOGETHER..
FEELING FUCKUPP TOGETHER..
LAUGH ,SMILE..
TODAY ITS LYKE THE FIRST TYME
WE TOUCHED, hug*kiss
I FELT SO COMFORTABLE &LIKE
IM LIVING IN A NEW WOLRD WITH YOU
YOU KNEW I LOVED YOU SOO MUCH
SOO MUCHH...
THAT NO ONES EVEN KNEW
HUW STORNG IS THE DEPT OF OUR LOVE
PEOPLE SHOCKED OF HUW WE CAN BE STRONG LIKE THIS
& HUW MUCH WE LOVE EACH OTHER EVEN THOUGH
WE HAVE BEEN APART FER 6-MONTHS.
WELL BABY THIS IS LOVE.
&ONLY GOD CAN STOP US
&ONLY HIM CAN SEPERATE US APART..

SEMOGA CINTA DAN JODOH KAMI AKAN SAMPAI
KE ATAS PELAMIN ,SAMAPI SYURGA DAN
AKHIR HAYAT NANTI. MUNGKIN KAH INI JODOH KAMI
SEKARANG, DAN DIYA NAK TAHU ADAKAH
CINTA KAMI ,CINTA HANYA SESAATMU CINTA JIN, CINTA SYAITAN

.... ATAU SYURGA CINTA..

mungkin bila satu hari nanti kita akan tahu jodoh kami dari tuhan, hanya dia yang maha kuasa dan tahu. tetapi apa yang diya tahu diya tidak pernah dapat melupakan cinta kami kerana diya TERLALU MEYINTAI DICINTAI DAN DISAYANGI OLEH SESEORANG KUMBANG YANG SUDAH MEMILIKI HATI DIYA. KERNA ITU DIYA TIDAK PERNAH DAPAT MELEPASKAN DIRI DARI KENYATAAN. KERNA KAMU ADALAH CINTA PERTAMA DIYA.

dari dicintai, diya
kepada meyintai, dini

back to the story. today watche THE PROPOSAL at lido shaw. OMG WE LAUGH ALL THE WAY! THE SHOW WAS DAMN FUNNY. i loved to watched it again. haha, den wen takashimaya met my classmate having deir CIP HOURS. wah so jealous.. but happy fer dem. dey seems to enjoy deir tyme. DEN RUCHED off to geylang ,eat at teh tarik house with hys friends to break fast. see huw much i love u &bee, even though i cannot fast, but i fast just fer the sake of u both. im so sweet! :))
den when window shopping, fetched bee at payalebar, hehe we try on our this year baju kurung, den i think today she got to shopping alot. haha den when grandlink to play pool. so happy tymes. den went home. as i dropped down the bus ,walking towards my house, a minah&mat was standing infront 18steps away, dey were smooching with the bubble gum, kononyer sweet, ah its sweet, den when suddnly i get nearer, the stupid minah stared at me(me was making a "WHAT" face) den she bang on my beg never say sorry, the face alrady like lao sai! chaonimah lah u minah, give u one "bitched slap" ur pimple all pecah ah! nabeh~
alrady in my teritory den wana be like one mudafucker.
stupid. idiotcracy. no brain. erghh!

den got home complaint to my boyf. as he otw home in the bus.
ate my supper. den washed my face, den doing my blogs now. hais aiyo.
in the world also got this kind of people exist .no manners, arggh! diya stop it.!
i dunwana talked bout dat minah.

..
..
..

okok, now im waiting fer my boyfie, still waiting..as he watching footbal matched.
just came back from smoking with joel 5mins ago, got sad news by her, dat her first older age den her ,ex-gf had an motor accident at malaysia. so sorry .nevermind jo, have faith..dun be sad too much u gonna hurt more on you.. just pray nothings worst gonna happened ok??

i think ive got nothing to say animore.

written by diya.

bazaar yesterday!

2009-08-29T09:55:00.000-07:00

TURUT HARI NI, SINCE THE PAST 3DAYS IVE BEEN SPENDING MY LONELY TIME WITH BEE.
haha. as usual came back at my house, do a lil helping on the cooking with bee &had some fun watching

BRING IT IN 5-FIGHT TO WIN
starring CHRISTINA MILLAN

haha!! want the link to watch it on the internet free.asked me nicely!! hehehe >,<
it was fun and GERAM TO WATCHED !HATE THAT BITCH'ES
grrrr! and romanticcc ahhh..so sweet..
after breaking fast me&my gf stayed home sing sinsing....
till strike 10pm, she had ti leave BUT she hafta buy fer her sister ,ramlee burger.
funny story bout dat.hahaaha.dunwana mention bout it..hais.aiyo.klakar :p
The sent her home as usual..

written by, diya

yesterday night :PAMPY

2009-08-26T10:13:00.000-07:00

tour with bee&diya

2009-08-26T10:11:00.001-07:00

SEE U TOMLW BEE! OUTSIDE MY SCHOOL. AT BUSTOP 31. gonna go fer werk interview. BUt i hope im not stealing my darly's dini werk vacancy. hais. felt soo bad. i akan doakan utk u supaya u akn dpt kerja u balik. law u tk dpt i felt really really bad.
mwah. &sorry dini if diya's behave today is unsatisfied.. i dunnoe why im in moodswing. aiyo. must be my cabaran. wah.i failed my patience.
but my niat still wana puasa & treat u as nice as i cud as diya u knew.
hehe .BEE I LOVE

i apwecite to haf a boyf lyke u.even though ure not perfect.
love diya.

in the class.

2009-08-25T09:08:00.000-07:00

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS IN CLASS WHEN RARA COME TO SCHOOL &SITS BESIDE ME.
TSKTSKTSK.

my first day in school fasting

2009-08-24T03:21:00.000-07:00

the clumsy-ness of diya&dini on the first day of school, fasting;

-i nearly bring/eat a caramel candy before gg out.
-i nearly buy kinder bueno at bedokinter bustop.
-dini nerly let me kiss(salam) his hand.
-we nearly touched each other.
-dini said a wrong expression (clumsy; "i tak sabah nak g sekolah!)?
(actual; "i tak sabah nak ada motor!)..
-i nearly asked dini to meet me up at lunch so dat we cn haf lunch together.
-dini said a wrong sentence again (clumsy; "u sepatutnyer blaja cmne nak makan nti")?
(actual; " i fergot what he actuly wanted to say ")
-i said a wrong werds lots to rara.
i nearly said vulgare. but phew i dunt.

& SCHOOLS DISMISS EARLY(2:45PM) TODAY! COS OF SOME AWARDS GIVING AT PRIVATE LECTURE ROOM, && OH MY DEY SERVED LUNCH BUFFET AFTER THE THANG.
soo irritated, but nehmind i bring some home when i break fast. im still staying strong . another 75more minutes.
yeah bebeh!!! met dini at forum, den accompany him played pool for 4hrs. aiyo, pantat cramp, thinking bout my mom cooked alone. hmm, nehmind not always aniwae i get to accompany my darly play pool, SUPPORTING him even though he lose to a girl of his own classmates. nehmind, maybe ure being gentlemen ok darly. mwaahh! never get to kiss you the whole day.hais.

kk i think im gona change, my uncle is joining my family.yay!

sahur.

2009-08-23T15:11:00.000-07:00

yo ,im bored.. i wanna cleep, but look at the tyme, i just have half-an-hour to cleep, better just still stay awake, rather den later i cleep, accidentaly went to a deep cleep &be late fer school. hmph!

now as im doing my blog, i was recalling about yesterday, hais i wish everyday was lyke that day. but i wan my qualification first.so study smart, werk hard diya. got lot to do. gotta keep lots of money as i can. I wanted to buy..

-habib toys
-dora dolls
-sakinah souvenier/gift
-siti gift
-anakia wedding gift? (shud i even buy)

she's just 18, n she's gonna get married with whiteguys. so soon. so jealous.hais miss dem. too bad i cant go perth.oh god huw i wished perth& singapore are lyke batam&singapore just 1hr journey. and hafta pay $51 fer the airplane.
opps. ok i nid to have my shower now, 7:45 nid to wakey my darly & get ready fer school. yay hope im early today.

should i asked my daddy fer school pocket money?

hehehe

love diya.

OH CAYANG ! TIDAK!

2009-08-22T12:35:00.000-07:00

BERSABAHLAH CAYANG!
ASTARFIR-WARH-HAL-AZIM.BULAN PUASA WE HAFTA TO SABAH MANYMANY.
BANYAK SYAITAN. SO WE MUST FACE IT DGN TABHA. REDHA. HEHEHE
I SOUNDS LYKE MINAH DA'WA TAK DEAR? CAN I BE UR GOOD WIFEY ALRADY??
PEEWEETT!

Sick of this mind games.

2009-08-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

Fuck-Fuck-Fuck.I'm so pissed and fuck up right now!!I'm sick of this mind games.You guys wanna make up rumours just to get my girl! you're so fucking wrong!! Why would i Fuck other girls and suddenly a rumour started coming out!! And turns out i know your motive!! Senang pe korang nak pisahkan kite dengan rumour Bodoh macam gitu.Member kau bilang?!! Member kau sape sial?!! Takkan kau tak tahu member kau nye name?!! Bodoh kan kau!! Korang ingat aku bahan kekek?!! Abeh pompan aku bahan pakai korang pe??!!! Korang nak korang bunuh samapi aku mati baru aku puas!!! Sial!!!!

mood swing

2009-08-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

love sally.she so adorable yesterday! huhu^^

TODAY!
got to buka with my family!
eh i puasa full seh today! so pwoude of myself. woho.
&my boyf. too.. he go sembahyang teraweh sumore. i didnt i instead go bazaar with bee.
hehe, pity her her family not breaking fast together.so she decided to join my family&i. We had fun the first till 15min of walk at bazaar when SUDDENLY bee found out that her i/c and posb card hilanngg! haha. mood swing afta dat.thanks to her ..i scared to talked to her on that point of tynme..cos she's lyke maki all the way, &people were looking at us. paiseh. but i as her gff duncare.so mcm budak stupid walk back at where we had walked, &while walking backwards we look down mcm budak bodoh while she merengek all the way.aiyoo! BUT THE IRRITATING PART IS, when called her boyfrends...she can smile&laugh..with me muka ronyok! BWUEK.but nehmind i understand la kan. so heres the picture before she knew her i/c & posb card lost.

den went home, we karaoke .haha.singsingsing.
looked at the tyme, she had to go home.sobsob.
miss her again now.
pity her now hafta to find $300 fer the lost i/c .hopefuly someone faithful will return it to you dear, cos just now, a matrep and hys wife dropped dier baby wet tissue, unnoticely.. den i pick it up and gave back to them.
lah mostly 75% u get ur i/c back. insya.. kan bulan mulia, mesti ada benda yg tk expected akan jadi nyer. kk gff kush?

& fer u my cayang im sorry fer what happened otp justnow. never expected.
and whatever happens otp lately its disaster. so while u were cooling urself down, i record this video just to cheer u up in some other way, well i hope it werks.& u'll enjoy &fergive me ok cyg?

First day of Puasa.

2009-08-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

Now i'm webcaming with my beloved Girlfie<3.Sahur is gonna in a few hours.Don't know if can do it or not.Haha.Just what take this time and Wish

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa Kepada Seluruh Umat Islam Sedunia.To my family,dear friends,and especially you dear Girlfie.Harap Puasa tu Betol2 ye.HAHA.

And DEAR,
INGAT MANDI HADAS TAWUK.TAK MANDI TAK BOLEH PUASA.TAK PUASA TAK BOLEH RAYA.

ONE MORE THING GUYS.HISAP ROKOK TAK MEMBATALKAN PUASA.SIOL JE AKU.JOKING JE.

SEKIAN WASALAM.AMIN.

Dini

CMPB

2009-08-21T09:12:00.000-07:00

Today i didn't went to school cause i had to go CMPB fo my NS check up.Aiyo.Scary man.Lucky Taufik accompany me as he went there before.We took MRT to Redhill then drop off and took bus 145.As we nearly reach CMPB my heart started pumping.We took a 5 minute walk to CMPB.Once i step into the gate i saw NS men guarding.That was when i felt nervous+excited at the same time.We need to keep our camera phones in a locker before proceeding.So as i reached the counter i'm issued a pink form.I don't really know whats that for actually.Firstly i have to do photo taking.I got to wear an army uniform siol! Wuhoo.! The officer there was nice and he even fix the time on my watch for me.Then came th real thing.My medical screening.I took a while to process but the checkp up was speedy actually.First THE URINE TEST.They gave me a small cup and a strip of paper with boxes like those chemistry classes to test the PH value if you know what i mean.I had to urine while reading the instructions on the wall how to do the urine test.HAHA.like anjing gitu.After urine-ing.I had to stand in a yellow box and show the strip of paper.And the officer said "Very Good".I was blur and i'm thinking "What is very good?".Then the blood test.Two tube was needed.It was a simple procedure.Next was the hearing station.I had to sit in a small,very small like toilet cubicle.I thought i was gonna be tortured cause i feels like torture room like that.All i have to do was raise my hand if i hear any sound no matter how soft it is.So i heard in on the right at first all the way and i had to hold my right hand up all the way.Then the left.It took only 2 mins.Next was X-ray.Very fast but weird position.Rather not talk about it.Next the EYE.As usual like going to buy a specs.Need eye first so i took the eye test.Funny seh.Like retarted if u cannot the smallest line.Next Dental.Not much there.Then Check up.First i have to take a locker key again strip have naked and took my ECG.Don't know what that means.Then took height and weight and blood pressure.Took a number sit down and wait for my turn.So many have naked men.Aiyo.When it was my turn the doctor said "Pull your pants and underwear until knee level".Harap paham2 aje lah.I pulled it down and he ask me to wear it back.It was the time i knew what my PES was.I was labeled PES BP cause of my excess weight.Told Diya i had to slim down a bit to fit in PES B.And she was utterly dissapointed and upset.Sorry dearly beloved girlfie.I have to.Promise once out of NS.i'll as chubby as u want.Hee.Before i end.After my check up i had to go to this last station.A computer test.Fucking long! It took me 1 1/2 hr just to finish.Stoopid!Then all stupid question.Got MATH,SPEED,SCIENCE,LOGIC.But firstly i did wholeheartedly cause it stated that the result might determined where u will be posted.I want POLICE! BADLY! Half way through i got lazy but i still try my best.After the whole thing ended i returned to the first counter gave her the pink form,Go home,Played soccer and now webcaming with my best Girlfie,Waiting for Sahur.Bye2

Dini

im done!!

2009-08-21T08:19:00.000-07:00

DIYA DAH MANDI HADAS BESAR SEH!!!

my preparation before puasa

2009-08-21T02:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to school late. Met rara, coincidentaly met my boyfie, den he wore fer me hys big specs, and get commented by rara dat i look more like a PORNSTAR-SCHOOLGIRL PFFT -.- SO we cannot go in cos my course director were in there .SO SCARED TAW.so me&rara got nothing to do.we decide to follow my boyfie to cafe2, maybe we could change our apetite. BUT NO. we still decided to eat at cafe1.
Before heading to cafe1, we went to our classroom to have a peep. suprisingly the class was empty. so we went off, while rara is calling glenna to get any info of the class is, UNFORTUNATELY we got caught by MS.ENG(CA) aiyoo. another nagging.
&the best part is, she asked us to hide ourself ,cos now its too late fer us to went into class becos of the visitor the had in the beauty lab.so if go in like that,alrady late..its not a good impression .tsktsktsk.
got 3hrs to do in sch.
we take tyme eating etc.hehe

afta school i accompany my boyfie to pwint out his NS form.
while i hafta buy my ear studs.

Yo, today i went to school, do my phasetest.

1.Feet Paraffin wax &
2.Hand Paraffin wax

den went home..get to know my boyfie hafta slim down fer ns.
vewy vewy vewy dissapointed!!!

before tomlw, i think now i should mandi my hadas.
clean my nail polish which i just had done it just now.(but luckily its fwee)-raraa do fer me. text my gff alrady.but she never reply. must be very busy.
now i know how hypocrites are my friends. but well i prefer just be normal.
very M-E-R-E-P-E-K.
Fortunate to haf my gff.

hais.bazzar alrady open. lata dunnoe wana go teraweh prayer.
i havent shower and clean everything up.

see what happens later.

MISSING

2009-08-20T08:31:00.000-07:00

DIYA RINDU BEE!!!
DIYA RINDU BEE!!!
DIYA RINDU BEE!!!

meow

2009-08-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

diya just finished transferring every single picture of u in diya's THUMBDRIVE. Just fer diya boyfie dini. Then tomollow diya's can wakeup late, but instead diya decided to wakeup bit earlier just to eat breakfast with dini(insya-law leh wakey) so diya is sacrifising her eyebegs fer dini. The now DIYA wanna shout to diyadini blog's that DIYA AMAT RINDU BANGEET SAMEE GFF DIYA YANG BERNAME BEE! GUE CINTA PADA KAMU SIH. GUE HARAP KITA DAPAT BERTEMU LAGIK. DUN WURRY YA'LL!
AND DIYA SUNGGUH MOHON KPADA BEE ATAW DINI ,AYOH IKUT GUE KE BATAM LOH DIS WEEKEND.
hehe. peace ya'll

dun ferget to see the new movie is gonna be out.

"BRING IT ON 5-FIGHT TO WIN"
starring-christina millan

kk diya mahu tido agar esok gue segar.
udah dulu deh.
dahh!

-

2009-08-19T08:28:00.001-07:00

Girlfie i want those pics-

DINI

2009-08-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

18AUGUST2009

THE DAY DIYA PLAY TRUANT. tsk.tsk.tsk.
-1ST time get to wear school uniform go school(disguise)
so my teacher wunt recognise me.haha
-accompany my bf to school fer 1hour only
-go to bds to watched floorball match with bedoktown
-dini&taufik are now officially bi.
-nowadays my cam lykes ryan.
-go HOME!

but then i got bring home my favourite new dish, sweet&sour fish rice.
nyumnyum.

14AUGUST2009.

THE DAY.
-My bf gets back hys laptop.
-My CIP HOURS(1st tyme my model is a guy)
-first tyme i attend my CIPS hrs.
-Meet my GFF
-1st tyme Go karaoke fer this month
-Play football table
-Try hats which suits me

GAA. LOVE THIS DAY. cos during that day i recall i was quite active.
STILL MISSING MY GFF!
WHERE MY BOYFIE? (2days missing)

Hey Young World.

2009-08-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

Finally free to update the blog.Seems that diya is lazy to update.Haa.So i Update for you guys.It's been ok for us.Been Getting along well.For those who are wondering about out status.hehe.Ok this is what's been happening.I quit my job because of studies,family and friends.And when i heard if i show attitude again i will get fired.So before i got fired i fired myself.Now been studying and lepak-ing with dearly beloved and friends.But still less with my family.Hope i can work it out someday.This Friday i got my NS check up coming up.Hopefully it goes well.Then the next PUASA!!! yeah! But the worst part is schooling.Aiyo.Just now met up with my dearly beloved(:.She played truant just to spent half of the day with me.And she wore her hot uniform but not from her course.She looks hot!! Although its not a good thing to do but i appreciate it lots.Hehe.We watched the most touching and educational movie-"Syurga Cinta".Hope to jalan2 at bazzar with diya and friends.Must buy somethings there.Haha.Just noe lepak with my friends very tiring.ok la webcaming with diya now.Adieus.

Dini

What did i do now.?

2009-08-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

Arghhhhhhhhhh..........!!!!!!! That's all i can do now.Scream to the top of my lungs.Wait a minute.Aishah?! Hahaha.Fuck!! That girl don't deserve me! Ahaha.Ok now rileks and cool down.Remember i'm always a patience boy and not the hot-tempered guy anymore.Change for the better remember.But........I also want you to change the things that i don't want in u as well.I know what i have to do.U didn't hurt me.We did it to each other.I'll do what you want.Misunderstanding is just part of love.Hmm.Maybe TRUST is what tears us apart.I don't knowAnd that poem is from the movie "the corpse's bride" fyi.I remembered it like its been in me for life.So a change is what you want.Then the Dini i'll give.Don't worry i'll stay single as long as our love in our hearts is strong and unbreakable.No AISHAH! Who the hell is that girl.I don't need that.That's 1 thing i want you to change.U love me deeply then why give me away then suffer your lifr.Kalau nak suffer yok same2.Ok? Just trying to lighten up but in a serious way.This time it's serious i'll change not only for my own good but ours.

Dini

goodbye to the past.

2009-08-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

im sorry a million tears.
i'll pay ur kindness and love n sweet touch.
i did LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
but things doesnt werk out between us.
actully aishah fits to be with you..believe me.
she want u soo much den i do.
our chemistry is way too diffrent...nothing but lovelovelove.
our love is just playing us in&out.
no mre hurt from u..i cant bare seeing u suffers.
i will said all the truth through blog every singleday bout u..
to show huw much i think of u..
even people will disgust my feelings on blog..but i shall remember..
no matter what people said. as long as this is love.
im a suck up person hu just wanna haf life on my own, very selfish...i cant even make u smile every minute.. deres always a misunderstanding.
forget me now and continue our day as a pure friendship.
like what i haftasaid to every guys n even to shahril or whuever wants to haf a serious relationship n want to be love with me,
"COME BACK TO ME WITH A RING & I SHALL BE YOURS TRULY"

WITH THIS HAND I WILL LIFT UR SORROWS,
YOUR CUP CAN NEVER BE EMPTY FOR I WILL BE UR WINE,
WITH THIS CANDLE I WILL LIGHT UR WAY IN DARKNESS,
WITH THE RING I SHALL BE YOURS..

love sincerely truly,
diya

diya who?

2009-08-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

im lost. schools getting down to grave.
i prefer being silence den mixing around with anyone
whom attitude doesnt match with me.
so before i get into the trap even if im innocent..i rather be
in my own world imagining that bee was exist in my class.
hais. huw one momnet can change a million after. wow ^^

Yeah! clear all my list today.

love diya.

Only us in our world.

2009-08-02T23:07:00.000-07:00

Hey updating this blog wanting to express what i feel about you people.People who don't understand about a couple loving each other very deeply.You know that all of you guys out there are full of crap.You guys are right about hating me,finding my fault.I don't hate and blame you guys but what makes me hate you is that you guys think you guys know everything what me and her been through.Easy to ask her to break up with me but do you our history?! Our love is stronger and only ALLAH can seperate us.I hate that you guys think what's best for us! who the FUCK are you guys decide for us.Do you even care about us?! I know you guys have been in love but you don't have the right to equalise your love story and OURS! It's totally different.So you guys think i should be hated for what i've done?! I realise my mistake and you can hate me that's your prob.So you guys hate the just 1 person?! why not hate other people who did the same thing?!Why only me?! I'm not asking for sympathy but i seek your understanding for Diya.She should decide herself.You guys made her scared that you guys would call her stupid if she accept me back.Its our love story.She should know what best for us.I mean you guys are friends,you should give her the oppurtunity to decide for herself.You don't decide for her.She sacrificed a lot for us.Why not we sacrifice for her.You want the best for her,than support her! don't abandoned her!!I disgust myself for what i didi but i disgust you guys more for what your narrow minded thinking makes me hate you guys.You don't pity her you guys think that this had happen to you that you don't want it to happen to her.But don't you realise that no matter how hard you try to seperate us we kept being together! Now i hope you guys know and understand how our love has grown to be.If you are not happy about her decision and you think that your love is better than her than,don't call yourself her friend.If you really want to be friends with her you should just advise,support and hope for the best and make her happy.Not decide for her dumbo!! even Allah and our prophet Muhammad s.a.w gives a lot of chances without endless count why don't people like us do! Its only us(Dini & Diya) in our world don't you guys dare infiltrate and destroy our world!

blog i miss you but im busy

2009-08-01T09:49:00.000-07:00

DIYA BEING BUSY WITH SIMS 3
& MOSTLY CLEEPING.
DIYA HAVE A BAD ATTENDANTS LASTWEEK.
TSK3. NOT GOOD HABIT-
I FELT LIKE IN SCHOOL IM ALONE JUST ME&HIM(75%)
COS I UNDERSTAND HE HAFTA GAINED LOTS OF
EVERYONE TRUST AND HAF A RE-BONDING WITH HIS FRIENDS
INCLUDING ME.
SOB-SOB.. ALSO I DID SOME OF MY PROJECT WERK ALONE
BY MAKING IT MORE INTERESTING
WITH COLOURS. WEEE~ DIYA LOVE WONDERFUL
=
== I JUST STOP PLAYING SIMS3 10MINS AGO, AS I DECIDE TO
CHAT WITH MY GFFF FER SUCH A LONG TIME NEVER
EVEN GET TO SPENT TIME WITH HER.
HUW I WISH DOSE SHE'S NOW THE SAMA SCHOOL, CLASS WITH ME.
I MISS ALL THE TIME WE DID TOGETHER.
ESPECIALLY NOW. AND EVERYTIME WHEN MY I WAS LEFT ALONE IN SCHOOL.
I FELT LIKE DROPPING A TEARS SHOUTING HER NAME!
WHY WHY WHY!? YES DIYA IS JEALOUS SEEING CLOSED FRIENDS CAME
TO SCHOOL TOGETHER! &DIYA MISS IT TOO.!
I FEEL LIKE MAKING MYSELF FAIL ALL MY DIS YEAR TEST
SO I CAN STAYBACK AND HAF MY RETEST AND TO ALSO
HAVE HER IN MY CLASS! IM WILLING TO SACRIFICE.
BUT SHE DECIDED TO APPLY, HAIRSTYLING COURSE NEXTYEAR. walao :(
sad seh.
but nehmind nextyear i want to go HIGHER NITEC" den i can atleast
come to school with her, eat lunch with her, gossip, laugh,
etc. heheheee..confirm bestof the very best ever.
and let everyoe know huw closed am i with her. we're like twins
un-seperatable one. heeehehehe.
i feel like something not right dese days when going to school.
feel un-care.
taik!

ok diya is now waiting fer my baby bee to on9 ,she text me she's busy, but nehmind im willing to wait.

tmlw got an invitation from the restaurant "HJ MAIMUNAH" congrats dey opened a new store at becoolen.(i dunnoe huw it spell) cos i never heard of that place.

i wanna ajak bee, i scared shes not free.
but i know she's been waiting fer that hj.maimunah to do some opening just becos of the great food they had, cupcakes!.hehe. nyum!

love diya
&diya love bee&dini esp, jo
soo much.only dey know me well

LOSER,LAME,JERK,JACKASS,ASS-HOLE,CHAO-NI-MA.

2009-07-26T06:59:00.000-07:00

once again writingthis blog as all the named above.I also don't know why i have to text other girls in that kind of manner syg2 scandal baby and such.I know its disgust u guys but it disgust more to my GF.I know this is the mistake that is gonna cost it.But now what i can do is beg for forgiveness and a last chance.And i won't blew it.All four girls i contacted at 1 go.OMG! fucking jerk rite me.She should leave me but wait i can change.I want her HER AND ONLY HER.No one else! I swore on my late grandma's name that i can change.I called only two girls to tell the truth.The other two even care.Go to hell with them.I want my one and only DIYA.I've done more than enough to hurt her! You can label me anything you wanna label.But i wan her guys! She's my life! Lose her and i'm nothing.I know i'm a jerk.Its hard for me to persuate her back.But i know deep down she still love me.She wants me to change completely.She don't want to get hurt.I don't want to hurt her anymore.SUMPAH.I've had enough of doing that cause in the end i'll hurt myself.Please Diya i beg you.1 LAST CHANCE!!

new born

2009-07-15T10:07:00.000-07:00

3 kittens fer my love = 3 werds to express

"I LOVE YOU"
haha lame lah u diya.
today from bds to ite simei, take my kaeup stuff to wash it before
my next practical dis cuming friday!
wow so impress, this friday gonna be my first&last day of SCHOOL!

fer the week-
while others last day.haha.pity apit(one of them)

miss hangin out with bee, we had lots of laughter&/gossip
inclusive of some practical joke! stupid go and wave bus 24
where else bus 24 doesnt stop at the bustop shes standing now..
den still can trust me. walao.
but CUTE I PRESUME.

i love these new fluffy kittens. &OMG since when im becoming a catlover.
and OMFG my voice is bit squeeky due to lastnight karaoke with bee.
im telling the whole universe that "I LOVE BEE(my bfd)"
also apit .that one everyone knows. even an alien knew pfft~

kitten kitten kittens!

love myself, and everyone love diya.

Self QUARANTINE-H1N1 outbreak.

2009-07-13T08:01:00.001-07:00

Today was monday.And i was suppose to go to school but when i heard that Diya was on class quarantine i was so called jealous.I was thinking whether i wanna go school or not but i thought better to go.BUT~I couldn't find my school pants.I is in the ashing machine while the other one went MIA.haha.So i thought if i could find it's also no use cause i had to my hair and i was so frustrated doing my hair will add it up so i decided that i didn't go to school.LAME right?Told Diya and she thought it was just an excuse cause i'm jealous of her quarantine while it was the fact.well some part of it were.haha.So i spend the rest of the day sleeping.And had to teman Abah go hantar my old computer to sell.And eventually diya had to send her brother's lappy.She went with her mom.It's like fate.Me going with Abah and she with Mama.haha.I went lepak after so long and something unusual thing happen.Someone's house caught fire near the block we lepak and a lot of people were watching anxiously to see if anyone is safe.Bob and his friend happen to be in Civil Defence try and help to clear the roads eventhough they were off duty.haha.Semangat NS pe! Now i'm webcaming alone while i wait for her to finish smoking.haha

ohh im so blushing!

2009-07-11T09:14:00.000-07:00

APIT GOT FER A COW DOLL AT TIMEZONE(HIS WERKPLACE)! medium size! so cute!!! neva in my entire life ive got that kind of animal doll from my boyfie out of a sudden! OMG! IM SO FUCKING BLUSHED NOW!! ARGGHHHHHHHHH~
CANT STOP BLUSHING. SO SWEET! HAHAHA.. NOW WE'RE WEBCAMING AND ITS SO WEIRD IM BLUSHING THROUGH WEBCAM INFRONT OF HIM.HAHAHA!! MY GOODNESS I DONT FCUKING CARE... WHAT I KNOWS IM SHOWING HIM I APPRECIATE!

is everything alright.

2009-07-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

diya met apit at his house.talked to his mom. i felt akward, shy& embarassed as we talk about something so called marriage. oh gosh. but im pity sad we didnt get to watched abah karaoke competition. hais. goodluck to him. sent apit to werk. &i jalan2 alone.dunwan to reached home early lah.so bored. Today confirm gonna be raining. The clouds seems dark. I pity apit how he gonna get home. he didnt want me to fetch cos he dunwan me to miss my last bus. but i still pity my darling much liao. Now im at home just came back from my family dinner at siglap. WET! pfftt.
cant the rain start after apit &me get home safely. now i felt bad im sitting home, and apit still outside in the bus otw home while talking to me through the phone. hehe, he told me behind the bus got lots& lots of minah with deir bf. haha. put down the phone, still wundering what should i do now. so bored. hear of running bells from my kittys. owwh so cute..

lah so bored tonight.

2009-07-10T09:46:00.001-07:00

expect fer the unexpected.
lah both same, meant fer each other :))
he expect me to fetch him at his werkplace& i
also expect him to be online tonight. lahh no fate.
the full moon tonight is not as bright as i usually see.
it looks sick glump and yellow-ishh. aiyoo.
i also dunwan to be like this . Today my kittens
keep scrathing me, blood scar everywhere, eww -.-
today eat my mcdonalds happy meal! hehe. walao not as happy leh.
hmmm i miss him since the past 16 hours, neva get a chance to say
goodbye my love, takaire when suddenly i looked behind,
bute deres no sign of him. hais. diya ferget it it alrady happens
no way to turn back.
alah he knows no matter what i still love him.
i gave him green light to text perempuan lain, just wait fer ur
karma to come. u enjoyed with 6 dates previous history.(not even my record)
nehmind lah, u deserved it too.
no matter what u also got a shoulder to cry on(my friends) ;)
diya used to it alrady. 4years, another 4years of slowly killing karma to go.
chillax hings will be over after marriage:)
haha. mrepek seh diya. u gonna find more serious problem .cheh!
i type mcm mak2. hehee.

hais so boring and empty without u tonight:(

i love diya lots, ohh its me.

what the hell am i doing.

2009-07-10T08:37:00.001-07:00

Hey you guys want to know about a lousy jerky dumb-ASS boyfriend story? Well her goes.A guy named Apit is a lousy bf to his girlfriend.He did a lot of things wrong and he's a jerk.he's not worthy to b with her.she's way more upper class than him.he don't deserve a good girl like her.

But although he's like that.He's willing to sacrifice anything to beg for her forgiveness even though it may ending up their relaionship.And he rather fight for his love than ending it.But now he's empty inside.He nearly got fired for making a lot of mistake.He cried in the office just thinking of losing her.He imagined them walking home together but h expect otherwise.But you guys wouldnt believe what i'm telling you.cause its true,ONCE A LIAR ALWAYS A LIAR.nothing change.But whatever i'm just telling you the story.So when you see him anywhere call him whatever you like.JERK,JANTAN SUDAL,GEMOK,JANTAN SIAL, ETC.cause at the end of the day he knows that he deserved.He is a LOUSY-ASSHOLE BF!!

Chao.APIT.

Nothing to let out, its the same

2009-07-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

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dun be STUPID like me reading these, deres no mistake in every words. All just the same in the first till the last. everything is just the same it just always start from the up's then goes the down's again.
(logic gain 89.9%)
hhaaha.im so mrepek.
But if u find one words different.. ,its just miracle.

forget it.

love lots myself diya.

im pregnant!!!

2009-07-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

im pregnant!? oh no! woke up with a panicking feeling, and hold my stomach and chech if i was really pregnant. YES! ITS NOT! stop it with a bad dream. make me felt kanchong!! hmph met apit just now at bedokinter bustop ,ate lunch at mc.donalds. huhu ^^ went to school. Class was boring. i feel so lonely. hmm nehmind it doesnt matter, knowledge is matter. gaa. all i cn think now later after school im gona have to go orchard to send my first brothe laptop to repair.hehehe. mke sure he give me tips ah! my mrt fare gonna finish taw! really desperately cant waitto ater school. feels like wanna skip class.

diya's day again

2009-07-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

got out of the house, take money and rushed to hospital fer nothing and i woke up fcuking early fer nothing! arrived at the hospital in the end im not allowed to come in as fer the first visitor hours is at 12pm-2pm. wtf. pagle indian nurse! already where ugly uniforms.. nabeh -.- pass my mom kfc porridge to the unholy bitch and walked off~ met glenna soon after. Accompany her. Got to class, skip 2nd class &when to the third class. haiyoo den went fer lunch very badluck! people always kept admiring at beautytherapy girls.. and i act like i dunnoe dat dey're looking when suddenly i go and turn at the wrong direction and saw my previous countdown date.! chibeh kali kong ah, he looked at me and i quickly walk straight and pray shafiqs name on my head to make me feel peace! walao no time ah seh, to have a gaze moment with him. Stupid memories! olready matrep/- den neva want to admit he is. gundu ama elek! Met apit afta school, oh god atlast..pray his name worth it . he accompany me to the hospital, have dinner den he went home, not long after , my dad and i went home by lorry.hula hula. den infront of the house got people doing some donation fer free nasi bryani donation at some mosque. But while my dad entertains him i taked the key from him and open the door, run to my kittens more better, release my every emotion. so cute dey're still asleep on the carpet furr. now i have to do house chores.haiis! eh dunferget ah, early morning while waiting fer whatever, and whoever, i sweep the floor u know!! not vacuum but sweep! tired seh.

love diya

ICU

2009-07-07T10:06:00.000-07:00

actuly the first thang i cant wake up in the morning to school, as i was damn cleepy due to last night i didnt even sleep!! i even kept knockin my head in the bus window as slowly i was closing my eyes to cleep. i cant take it no more! i even dun get to sleep early last night afta ending my webcam with apit cos i have to do my house chores late at night! HAIS. immediately when i woke up i rushed to Changi Hospital. THinking bout yesterday, i felt nearly cry like mad baby seeing my mom came out from the operation room, cant talked, cant open her eyes to the fullest. hais. luckily apit was dere yesterday comfort me. sabah diya~
Met my mom at ICU until shes fine, and she have to change bed to class B2. gosh. i was cold like death in the icu fer 6hrs. Phew my dad came, my brother and phew luckily my mom was understanding. She told asked my dad to told the nurse to get fer me a MC fe my today school. hmmm. miss mommy.. pity her. tmlw morning before i go to school, i have to send her favourite breakfast "KFC PORRIDGE" unlike "hospital porridge" fcuking not nice. egh-.- mommy u should be lucky to have a daughter like me sometimes im just worth it, my school is near to the hospital and im sacrifising myself to wake up early next morning to send u ur meal before i went to school& DUN FERGET I ALWAYS THE FIRST WANT TO VISIT U AND ALSO IVE TAKECARE OF U FER 6HRS IN ICU. and everytime i finished school i always come straight with my uniform until the staff nurse there tot i am a "private nurse" stupid! phew.. oh yeah, but the 1hrs i slept at the lobby sofa. hehe.i dun give a damn of what others gonna said. really pity my mom. Cut here cute dere. U think my mom is a dolly huh?! operate fer tyroid but den u cannot find any swollen tyroid. nabeh chaonimah-mo pwai pai!
fine i wanna sleep i think i'll just drag todays house chores tmlw after i visit my mom again.

change?

2009-07-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

straight - farah
curls - diya

ohgod change me back to the new me, whus my love will aprreciate my behaviour. I wanna be good girl, dunwana be badgirl! but the thing is i cant notice myself if im being mean. I was mean to apit today. Why diya, why must u said those unuseful werds to him, he dint did anything wrong. He got a headache and just because of dat i have to burst my anger.! stopit diya fer using the same reason "menses" u knew u can control it or is it just ur disguise holding u back to the past.

No dun follow, be urself ,be someone whu u wan people to notice u a goodgirl to apit. As i type this blog it will be a learning lessun fer me!? LISTEN DIYA!? DUN EVER EVER EVER SCOLD MEAN WERDS TO APIT! HE DONE NOTHING WRONG. AND WHEN that happens again in future , i should be the girl whu deserve apit ok diya?

Change fer a better.

love diya.

snob.

2009-07-04T13:00:00.000-07:00

met bee today at her werkplace. huhu^^ so excited seeing each other! *HUG*
share her sad happy moment. we had a lot of laughter all day -dun ferget including gossiping about girls&minahrep with extension extension extension, heels to a beach? egh-.- idiot ladies. but since its trend. Next time i decide to go dere with ma boots! preety yet exclusive. mhhh~ ooo baby.. HAHHA. talk talk talk .oh gosh look at the time ,fetch my darling infront of his werkplace. Brought for him some snack from bee leftover. Pity him, dun even have a break fer 4hrs werk. hahaha. he's so cute.!! oooh ohh ohh!! ive gotta tell u guys bout my bf when i sent him to werk!!! the story goes like this, i waited fer him at first level of parkwaypwarade which near to the taxi stand, i sit at a nearby bench which is oppsite the entrance, also where passenger alight from taxi.. sit dere fer 10mins, when i saw him walking from a door by my left ,looking at him as he was walking towards me, in my head i was singing "Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall, oohh cute humpty dumpty" he with his blue collar werk t-shirt tuck in a dark blue jeanz.. hehe, i laugh and as he reached i told him what was on my mind. And he merajuk .haha.cute. Com'on baby u shud be glad ure dat damn cute to me.

2009-07-03T04:48:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY KITTENS! TODAY WERE SO
NOTTY
CUTE
FUNNY
ADORABLE!!

AND I TOOK PICTURES OF DEM RUNNIG AROUND MY ROOM AT 3PM.
MEESING UP MY PILLOWS AND SAND ALL OVER MY ROOM FLOOR.!

My Worst Behavior.Old ME!!

2009-07-02T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hey its me Apit.Just want to tell you guys how bad i am today.Woke up late.Planned to go grandlink with my friends and her.I thought i text her morning msg but somehow i didn't went through.I thought she was still sleeping when i call her telling her that i'm on my way to grandlink but i was wrong.

Apit:I da on the way gi grandlink tau.
Her:Tk msg i pun.tau2 da otw.
Apit:I da msg u pe morning msg.
Her:NO.i didn't get it.
Apit:Jap i check. ...... Oh dier tk send,dier termasok dlm outbox.
Her:Masok outbox eh? Hmm.
Apit:Jap2 i send k.
Her:Sekarang aru nk type.Hmm.Tkpelah u.
Apit:Lau u nk patah alek prangai lama u,go ahead k.
HER:Hanged up.

Haish.I knew i should not have said that.But GOD only knows that i send or not.She got damn,pissed off at me.She wanted to have a rest.i understand that she had menses and she is sick.So didn't want to argue more i did my part and give in.Anything for forgiveness.Haish.Baby just want to tell the whole world how sorry i am.I'm back to my old self.And i realise it! Haish.Help me become a better person.Please GOD! I love her and i want to prove her how sorry,wrong i am and always loving her.I don't want to lose no more!! Please baby come back to me.!!

Love,
Apit

The sims life stories

2009-07-02T08:29:00.001-07:00

i want dis game to be in my laptop so if im bored i can play this game all night long! wohoo ^.^

my lonely morning.

2009-07-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

yesterday a black kitten, (the age is like mine kitten) followed me till the lift.. i was scared. but den when i think back it was normal. but it was cute and scary when it tried to followed me all the way to the lift.

arrgghh! stop stop!! let me out of here, a rushed woke up *breathing softly* ...nearly late noon, my room was feeling like so empty i didnt no what to do. Took a deep breath and rest. keep looking at the time. Oh gosh i should have set the alarm. i knew its not good to cleep till late noon, cos i'll end up ganna get a nigtmare and i did .i felt unwell .ouch! ive got menses cramp. OH GOD NOT ANOTHER SUFFERING FER ME. whats my wrong, help me help me!! care fer me, i need space to breath. wash my face and have my dinner. Lie on my bed and dreamt of the first day of school . but now my dream have turn to nightmare. i want it back.. please god fergive my sin in the past.keep me away from the evil. I 'll try try more harder to be a better person.

. come back to me .please.
love diya

SINGAPORE NATIONAL MUSEUM

2009-07-01T05:37:00.001-07:00

we spent most of our afternoon here again exploring and learning about the history of singapore.

also we did visit Keramat Sultan Iskandar Shah on Fort Canning Hill..

the adventure begins

2009-06-29T09:19:00.000-07:00

HERE WE ARE AT FORT CANNING PARK!

FIRST STEP OF OUR HISTORY, WE PASSED THE GHOTIC GATE, WHERE THE OLD CHRISTIAN CEMETARY LOCATED.

LOOKING THROUGH THE MAP TRYING TO FIND OUR WAY TO BATTLE BOX WHERE OUR FIRST JOURNEY OF HISTORY STARTS. INTERESTING~

WOHOO! WE MADE IT TO BATTLE BOX OFFICE BOX, GOT TWO TICKETS. &NOW WAITING FER THE TOUR GUIDE WHICH STARTS AT 3:35PM WHERELSE WE GOT 25MINS MORE, SO WE WENT OUT TAKE A FRESH AIR ETC

U SEE DAT COOKIES APIT'S EATING? WELL DATS MY MONTHSARY GIFT I GAVE IT TO HIM EARLY NOON JUST NOW. WELL I BAKED THOSE COOKIES EARLIEST MORNING AT 4AM CAUSE I CANT CLEEP.

OK HERE WE ARE AT THE ENTRANCE OF BRITISH DUNGEON(I THINK) &HERE IS WHERE OUR LEARNING STEPS BEGIN.*SNAP A PICTURE*

THIS PLACE IM STANDING IN, IS WHERE A BIG MACHINE(BEHIND ME) SO CALLED TO CLEAN THE POLLUTED AIR WHEN SINGAPORE SKY TURNS BLACK DUE TO THE WAR.

A LIL OF SNAP'S HERE AND DERE OF THE EQUIPMENTS, TOILET ETC.

THIS IS NOT JUST A WALL PEOPLE, THERES A BULLET IN THE WALLS, MUST BE SOME WAR INSIDE THE DUNGEON.(I THINK)

ATLAST END OF THE JOURNEY, TOTAL TIME ESTIMATE IS HALF-AN HOUR" GREAT DAT WAS SOME COOL LEARNING! LETS GET OUT OF THIS PLACE!

GUESS WHAT HE'S TRYNA SHOW ME, ACTULY I ALSO DUN EVEN KNOW TA FIRST WHEN I DO A CLOSE UP..

"REGISTRY OF MARRIAGE"

OWHH AND OUR LUCKY DAY WE FOUND A SQUIRREL ON A TREE!! CUTE AWW SO ADORABLE! CUTEY LIL SQUIRREL!! MUSHI MUSHI!! STOP IT DIYA

THEN NEXT WE VISIT SINGAPORE NATIONAL MUSEUM-HISTORY

OH OH! I THINK WE HAD TO RUSHED TO THE CATHAY TO CATCHED OUR "6PM-TRANSFORMER 2 MOVIE" CHOW!
OH YAH FROM THE FIRST WE REACHED "DHOBY GHAUT MRT" WE'VE BEEN WALKING TO CATHAY> FORT CANNING> BATTLE BOX> NATIONAL MUSEUM> THE CATHAY> CLARKE QUEY. INCLUDING WE DO EXPLORING. DAT REALLY REALLY TIRING! BUT OVERALL THE JOURNEY WAS POWER!!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH THAT I JUST WANT MORE COS TO ME THIS IS THE GOOD WAY OF SPENDING TIME WITH MY LOVER RATHER THEN SPENDING TOO MUCH MONEY ON POOL, KARAOKE, SHOPPING ETC. THANKS BABY U MAKE MY WERLD AN INTERESTING STORY. LOVE U !

LOVE DIYA.

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2009-06-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

nothing much to write..i wrote cos im bored ..met apit late noon just now. watch him play soccer(not enuf of him !, keep playing on &on) dat he neva noticed that hys gf is watching him from the voideck. oh gosh! nehmind, let him get himself tired till he drops. and yes he did! finnaly saw he whem out from the soccer court dragging himself and lie on the floor exhaustingly. wohhoo~

wait fer it ...wait fer it diya... "AHAH! I KNEW IT HE WILL TEXT ME STRAIGHT AWAY!" got hys text, happily step my feet slowly walking towards him cant wait to see from his face when i said ive been watching him from the voideck which was just 32 feets away from the court. gaaa. Ate dinner at hys house. yay, hys mom cooked "nasi lemak" ohh i love the taste..with the sambal! POWER!! den he sent me home, as usual diya&apit always will do crazy nonsense thing in the bus. ahahaa. miss you darling;

but its alright tmlw is our monthsary, &our date ..cant wait baby!

love diya'

my dream touch~

2009-06-27T03:06:00.000-07:00

PRESENTING MY DREAM PHONE! OHH BABY I FELL I LOVE WITH WHEN THE 1ST TIME I SAW U. UR NAME IS N97, UR SKIN IS WHITE, UR BODY SHAPE IS SEX, UR FACE IS GORGEOUS, UR TOUCH IS FLEXIBLE.. OH I'LL BE UR OWNER!