once again writingthis blog as all the named above.I also don't know why i have to text other girls in that kind of manner syg2 scandal baby and such.I know its disgust u guys but it disgust more to my GF.I know this is the mistake that is gonna cost it.But now what i can do is beg for forgiveness and a last chance.And i won't blew it.All four girls i contacted at 1 go.OMG! fucking jerk rite me.She should leave me but wait i can change.I want her HER AND ONLY HER.No one else! I swore on my late grandma's name that i can change.I called only two girls to tell the truth.The other two even care.Go to hell with them.I want my one and only DIYA.I've done more than enough to hurt her! You can label me anything you wanna label.But i wan her guys! She's my life! Lose her and i'm nothing.I know i'm a jerk.Its hard for me to persuate her back.But i know deep down she still love me.She wants me to change completely.She don't want to get hurt.I don't want to hurt her anymore.SUMPAH.I've had enough of doing that cause in the end i'll hurt myself.Please Diya i beg you.1 LAST CHANCE!!

3 kittens fer my love = 3 werds to express

"I LOVE YOU"
haha lame lah u diya.
today from bds to ite simei, take my kaeup stuff to wash it before
my next practical dis cuming friday!
wow so impress, this friday gonna be my first&last day of SCHOOL!

fer the week-
while others last day.haha.pity apit(one of them)

miss hangin out with bee, we had lots of laughter&/gossip
inclusive of some practical joke! stupid go and wave bus 24
where else bus 24 doesnt stop at the bustop shes standing now..
den still can trust me. walao.
but CUTE I PRESUME.





i love these new fluffy kittens. &OMG since when im becoming a catlover.
and OMFG my voice is bit squeeky due to lastnight karaoke with bee.
im telling the whole universe that "I LOVE BEE(my bfd)"
also apit .that one everyone knows. even an alien knew pfft~


kitten kitten kittens!


love myself, and everyone love diya.

Today was monday.And i was suppose to go to school but when i heard that Diya was on class quarantine i was so called jealous.I was thinking whether i wanna go school or not but i thought better to go.BUT~I couldn't find my school pants.I is in the ashing machine while the other one went MIA.haha.So i thought if i could find it's also no use cause i had to my hair and i was so frustrated doing my hair will add it up so i decided that i didn't go to school.LAME right?Told Diya and she thought it was just an excuse cause i'm jealous of her quarantine while it was the fact.well some part of it were.haha.So i spend the rest of the day sleeping.And had to teman Abah go hantar my old computer to sell.And eventually diya had to send her brother's lappy.She went with her mom.It's like fate.Me going with Abah and she with Mama.haha.I went lepak after so long and something unusual thing happen.Someone's house caught fire near the block we lepak and a lot of people were watching anxiously to see if anyone is safe.Bob and his friend happen to be in Civil Defence try and help to clear the roads eventhough they were off duty.haha.Semangat NS pe! Now i'm webcaming alone while i wait for her to finish smoking.haha

APIT GOT FER A COW DOLL AT TIMEZONE(HIS WERKPLACE)! medium size! so cute!!! neva in my entire life ive got that kind of animal doll from my boyfie out of a sudden! OMG! IM SO FUCKING BLUSHED NOW!! ARGGHHHHHHHHH~
CANT STOP BLUSHING. SO SWEET! HAHAHA.. NOW WE'RE WEBCAMING AND ITS SO WEIRD IM BLUSHING THROUGH WEBCAM INFRONT OF HIM.HAHAHA!! MY GOODNESS I DONT FCUKING CARE... WHAT I KNOWS IM SHOWING HIM I APPRECIATE!

diya met apit at his house.talked to his mom. i felt akward, shy& embarassed as we talk about something so called marriage. oh gosh. but im pity sad we didnt get to watched abah karaoke competition. hais. goodluck to him. sent apit to werk. &i jalan2 alone.dunwan to reached home early lah.so bored. Today confirm gonna be raining. The clouds seems dark. I pity apit how he gonna get home. he didnt want me to fetch cos he dunwan me to miss my last bus. but i still pity my darling much liao. Now im at home just came back from my family dinner at siglap. WET! pfftt.
cant the rain start after apit &me get home safely. now i felt bad im sitting home, and apit still outside in the bus otw home while talking to me through the phone. hehe, he told me behind the bus got lots& lots of minah with deir bf. haha. put down the phone, still wundering what should i do now. so bored. hear of running bells from my kittys. owwh so cute..

expect fer the unexpected.
lah both same, meant fer each other :))
he expect me to fetch him at his werkplace& i
also expect him to be online tonight. lahh no fate.
the full moon tonight is not as bright as i usually see.
it looks sick glump and yellow-ishh. aiyoo.
i also dunwan to be like this . Today my kittens
keep scrathing me, blood scar everywhere, eww -.-
today eat my mcdonalds happy meal! hehe. walao not as happy leh.
hmmm i miss him since the past 16 hours, neva get a chance to say
goodbye my love, takaire when suddenly i looked behind,
bute deres no sign of him. hais. diya ferget it it alrady happens
no way to turn back.
alah he knows no matter what i still love him.
i gave him green light to text perempuan lain, just wait fer ur
karma to come. u enjoyed with 6 dates previous history.(not even my record)
nehmind lah, u deserved it too.
no matter what u also got a shoulder to cry on(my friends) ;)
diya used to it alrady. 4years, another 4years of slowly killing karma to go.
chillax hings will be over after marriage:)
haha. mrepek seh diya. u gonna find more serious problem .cheh!
i type mcm mak2. hehee.

hais so boring and empty without u tonight:(



i love diya lots, ohh its me.

Hey you guys want to know about a lousy jerky dumb-ASS boyfriend story? Well her goes.A guy named Apit is a lousy bf to his girlfriend.He did a lot of things wrong and he's a jerk.he's not worthy to b with her.she's way more upper class than him.he don't deserve a good girl like her.

But although he's like that.He's willing to sacrifice anything to beg for her forgiveness even though it may ending up their relaionship.And he rather fight for his love than ending it.But now he's empty inside.He nearly got fired for making a lot of mistake.He cried in the office just thinking of losing her.He imagined them walking home together but h expect otherwise.But you guys wouldnt believe what i'm telling you.cause its true,ONCE A LIAR ALWAYS A LIAR.nothing change.But whatever i'm just telling you the story.So when you see him anywhere call him whatever you like.JERK,JANTAN SUDAL,GEMOK,JANTAN SIAL, ETC.cause at the end of the day he knows that he deserved.He is a LOUSY-ASSHOLE BF!!

Chao.APIT.

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dun be STUPID like me reading these, deres no mistake in every words. All just the same in the first till the last. everything is just the same it just always start from the up's then goes the down's again.
(logic gain 89.9%)
hhaaha.im so mrepek.
But if u find one words different.. ,its just miracle.

forget it.


love lots myself diya.

im pregnant!? oh no! woke up with a panicking feeling, and hold my stomach and chech if i was really pregnant. YES! ITS NOT! stop it with a bad dream. make me felt kanchong!! hmph met apit just now at bedokinter bustop ,ate lunch at mc.donalds. huhu ^^ went to school. Class was boring. i feel so lonely. hmm nehmind it doesnt matter, knowledge is matter. gaa. all i cn think now later after school im gona have to go orchard to send my first brothe laptop to repair.hehehe. mke sure he give me tips ah! my mrt fare gonna finish taw! really desperately cant waitto ater school. feels like wanna skip class.

actuly the first thang i cant wake up in the morning to school, as i was damn cleepy due to last night i didnt even sleep!! i even kept knockin my head in the bus window as slowly i was closing my eyes to cleep. i cant take it no more! i even dun get to sleep early last night afta ending my webcam with apit cos i have to do my house chores late at night! HAIS. immediately when i woke up i rushed to Changi Hospital. THinking bout yesterday, i felt nearly cry like mad baby seeing my mom came out from the operation room, cant talked, cant open her eyes to the fullest. hais. luckily apit was dere yesterday comfort me. sabah diya~
Met my mom at ICU until shes fine, and she have to change bed to class B2. gosh. i was cold like death in the icu fer 6hrs. Phew my dad came, my brother and phew luckily my mom was understanding. She told asked my dad to told the nurse to get fer me a MC fe my today school. hmmm. miss mommy.. pity her. tmlw morning before i go to school, i have to send her favourite breakfast "KFC PORRIDGE" unlike "hospital porridge" fcuking not nice. egh-.- mommy u should be lucky to have a daughter like me sometimes im just worth it, my school is near to the hospital and im sacrifising myself to wake up early next morning to send u ur meal before i went to school& DUN FERGET I ALWAYS THE FIRST WANT TO VISIT U AND ALSO IVE TAKECARE OF U FER 6HRS IN ICU. and everytime i finished school i always come straight with my uniform until the staff nurse there tot i am a "private nurse" stupid! phew.. oh yeah, but the 1hrs i slept at the lobby sofa. hehe.i dun give a damn of what others gonna said. really pity my mom. Cut here cute dere. U think my mom is a dolly huh?! operate fer tyroid but den u cannot find any swollen tyroid. nabeh chaonimah-mo pwai pai!
fine i wanna sleep i think i'll just drag todays house chores tmlw after i visit my mom again.

straight - farah
curls - diya

ohgod change me back to the new me, whus my love will aprreciate my behaviour. I wanna be good girl, dunwana be badgirl! but the thing is i cant notice myself if im being mean. I was mean to apit today. Why diya, why must u said those unuseful werds to him, he dint did anything wrong. He got a headache and just because of dat i have to burst my anger.! stopit diya fer using the same reason "menses" u knew u can control it or is it just ur disguise holding u back to the past.

No dun follow, be urself ,be someone whu u wan people to notice u a goodgirl to apit. As i type this blog it will be a learning lessun fer me!? LISTEN DIYA!? DUN EVER EVER EVER SCOLD MEAN WERDS TO APIT! HE DONE NOTHING WRONG. AND WHEN that happens again in future , i should be the girl whu deserve apit ok diya?

Change fer a better.


love diya.

met bee today at her werkplace. huhu^^ so excited seeing each other! *HUG*
share her sad happy moment. we had a lot of laughter all day -dun ferget including gossiping about girls&minahrep with extension extension extension, heels to a beach? egh-.- idiot ladies. but since its trend. Next time i decide to go dere with ma boots! preety yet exclusive. mhhh~ ooo baby.. HAHHA. talk talk talk .oh gosh look at the time ,fetch my darling infront of his werkplace. Brought for him some snack from bee leftover. Pity him, dun even have a break fer 4hrs werk. hahaha. he's so cute.!! oooh ohh ohh!! ive gotta tell u guys bout my bf when i sent him to werk!!! the story goes like this, i waited fer him at first level of parkwaypwarade which near to the taxi stand, i sit at a nearby bench which is oppsite the entrance, also where passenger alight from taxi.. sit dere fer 10mins, when i saw him walking from a door by my left ,looking at him as he was walking towards me, in my head i was singing "Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall, oohh cute humpty dumpty" he with his blue collar werk t-shirt tuck in a dark blue jeanz.. hehe, i laugh and as he reached i told him what was on my mind. And he merajuk .haha.cute. Com'on baby u shud be glad ure dat damn cute to me.

I LOVE MY KITTENS! TODAY WERE SO
NOTTY
CUTE
FUNNY
ADORABLE!!

AND I TOOK PICTURES OF DEM RUNNIG AROUND MY ROOM AT 3PM.
MEESING UP MY PILLOWS AND SAND ALL OVER MY ROOM FLOOR.!

Hey its me Apit.Just want to tell you guys how bad i am today.Woke up late.Planned to go grandlink with my friends and her.I thought i text her morning msg but somehow i didn't went through.I thought she was still sleeping when i call her telling her that i'm on my way to grandlink but i was wrong.

Apit:I da on the way gi grandlink tau.
Her:Tk msg i pun.tau2 da otw.
Apit:I da msg u pe morning msg.
Her:NO.i didn't get it.
Apit:Jap i check. ...... Oh dier tk send,dier termasok dlm outbox.
Her:Masok outbox eh? Hmm.
Apit:Jap2 i send k.
Her:Sekarang aru nk type.Hmm.Tkpelah u.
Apit:Lau u nk patah alek prangai lama u,go ahead k.
HER:Hanged up.


Haish.I knew i should not have said that.But GOD only knows that i send or not.She got damn,pissed off at me.She wanted to have a rest.i understand that she had menses and she is sick.So didn't want to argue more i did my part and give in.Anything for forgiveness.Haish.Baby just want to tell the whole world how sorry i am.I'm back to my old self.And i realise it! Haish.Help me become a better person.Please GOD! I love her and i want to prove her how sorry,wrong i am and always loving her.I don't want to lose no more!! Please baby come back to me.!!

Love,
Apit

i want dis game to be in my laptop so if im bored i can play this game all night long! wohoo ^.^

yesterday a black kitten, (the age is like mine kitten) followed me till the lift.. i was scared. but den when i think back it was normal. but it was cute and scary when it tried to followed me all the way to the lift.

arrgghh! stop stop!! let me out of here, a rushed woke up *breathing softly* ...nearly late noon, my room was feeling like so empty i didnt no what to do. Took a deep breath and rest. keep looking at the time. Oh gosh i should have set the alarm. i knew its not good to cleep till late noon, cos i'll end up ganna get a nigtmare and i did .i felt unwell .ouch! ive got menses cramp. OH GOD NOT ANOTHER SUFFERING FER ME. whats my wrong, help me help me!! care fer me, i need space to breath. wash my face and have my dinner. Lie on my bed and dreamt of the first day of school . but now my dream have turn to nightmare. i want it back.. please god fergive my sin in the past.keep me away from the evil. I 'll try try more harder to be a better person.



. come back to me .please.
love diya

we spent most of our afternoon here again exploring and learning about the history of singapore.


also we did visit Keramat Sultan Iskandar Shah on Fort Canning Hill..