Bbazaar again?
Sunday, August 30, 2009 / 11:05 AM

yeah, so happy wake up late at 4 today .
have buka at banquet lioncity, i order an unhealthy nasiayam which contains manymany bones ,ewww & many chewing gum and skin.. more eww.
results i never eat. i ate 5spoons and stopped. miss my boyf during dat moment.
buy kittens food at SHOP&SAVE then went home
asked daddy fer 100 bucks.
atlast met gf at payalebar near the big longkang, den go buy our
gf couple bajuraya and it actully cost 120 bucks. felt pissed..
thanks gff again fer paying fer me another 20 bucks. hehehehe. good gff!
walked2 around bazaar, buy slipper fer 3 bucks seh!. hehe go surveysurvey.
GO HOME THEN SPENT TYME WITH GFF STILL MISSING MY BOYF ON DAT POINT OF TYME.
chitchatchitchat..
tyme to go home GF!

do notes..study a bit..
den hungry go eat chipsmore dipped with HL MILK AH!
yummy taw!

webcam with my boyf, he played footbal game ..
i do manicure. yeay! tmlw my self-declared no school.
THEN TALKEDTALKED with my boyfie,

diya: No, takle i tak kasi lak u go play pool with ur friend tmw!(dlm hati jk je, hhehehe)

dini: asal?

diya: i tak kasi lak, so tmlw dun go.

dini: silence fer 10mins..

..........
diya: happy2 syiok sendiri..


when suddenly, i got a msg from hys abah - ringtone title thousand miles. very noisy.

dini: TSK! U BISINGKAN(HE TENGKENG AT ME)

diya: pe u, taksalah i kan, abah u seh yg msg. sorry..

dini: yelah abeh tkyah nak letak hp dekat dgn cmputer u kan BISING!

diya: sobsob. (very sad) yelah law bising i offline lah..

dini: OFFLINE LAH!

diya: go appear offline(taksamapi hati_ then webcam turn off.


then 1o mins later he text me on msn said..

dini_slick@hotmail.com said (2:10 AM):
i tau u tk offline
kasi 5 mins to online back if u realli do love me and forgive my wrongs
ur 5 mins started 20 secs ago


smallpackages says:

HMPH!



then after that i THOUGH okay alrady.

BEOMING A BIG ARGUIMENT! HAIS,DAHLAH SICK&TIRED..


written by diya.

bazaar today!...
Saturday, August 29, 2009 / 10:14 AM

today, bazaar again, well what i gotta do, arady live beside the bazaar, so everytyme im free always be walking around dere... aiyoo.jelak seh hari2...OH NO not HARIHARI! EVERY SINGLE YEAR.. but its good thing i live near lots of happening. hehh ^^
BUT TODAY IS DIFFERENT..

ITS MY ANNIVERSARY.

HAPPY 4 YEARS 5 MONTHSARY TO MY BELOVED
MUHD SHAFIQ DINI BIN IDRIS

SORRY IF TODAY IS NOT THE BEST
BUT ITS THE MEMROY ,TIMES& MOMENTS
WE HAD WITH EACH OTHER TODAY THATS COUNTS
TODAY WE WOKE UP LATE TOGETHER..
FEELING FUCKUPP TOGETHER..
LAUGH ,SMILE..
TODAY ITS LYKE THE FIRST TYME
WE TOUCHED, hug*kiss
I FELT SO COMFORTABLE &LIKE
IM LIVING IN A NEW WOLRD WITH YOU
YOU KNEW I LOVED YOU SOO MUCH
SOO MUCHH...
THAT NO ONES EVEN KNEW
HUW STORNG IS THE DEPT OF OUR LOVE
PEOPLE SHOCKED OF HUW WE CAN BE STRONG LIKE THIS
& HUW MUCH WE LOVE EACH OTHER EVEN THOUGH
WE HAVE BEEN APART FER 6-MONTHS.
WELL BABY THIS IS LOVE.
&ONLY GOD CAN STOP US
&ONLY HIM CAN SEPERATE US APART..

SEMOGA CINTA DAN JODOH KAMI AKAN SAMPAI
KE ATAS PELAMIN ,SAMAPI SYURGA DAN
AKHIR HAYAT NANTI. MUNGKIN KAH INI JODOH KAMI
SEKARANG, DAN DIYA NAK TAHU ADAKAH
CINTA KAMI ,CINTA HANYA SESAATMU CINTA JIN, CINTA SYAITAN

.... ATAU SYURGA CINTA..

mungkin bila satu hari nanti kita akan tahu jodoh kami dari tuhan, hanya dia yang maha kuasa dan tahu. tetapi apa yang diya tahu diya tidak pernah dapat melupakan cinta kami kerana diya TERLALU MEYINTAI DICINTAI DAN DISAYANGI OLEH SESEORANG KUMBANG YANG SUDAH MEMILIKI HATI DIYA. KERNA ITU DIYA TIDAK PERNAH DAPAT MELEPASKAN DIRI DARI KENYATAAN. KERNA KAMU ADALAH CINTA PERTAMA DIYA.

dari dicintai, diya
kepada meyintai, dini


back to the story. today watche THE PROPOSAL at lido shaw. OMG WE LAUGH ALL THE WAY! THE SHOW WAS DAMN FUNNY. i loved to watched it again. haha, den wen takashimaya met my classmate having deir CIP HOURS. wah so jealous.. but happy fer dem. dey seems to enjoy deir tyme. DEN RUCHED off to geylang ,eat at teh tarik house with hys friends to break fast. see huw much i love u &bee, even though i cannot fast, but i fast just fer the sake of u both. im so sweet! :))
den when window shopping, fetched bee at payalebar, hehe we try on our this year baju kurung, den i think today she got to shopping alot. haha den when grandlink to play pool. so happy tymes. den went home. as i dropped down the bus ,walking towards my house, a minah&mat was standing infront 18steps away, dey were smooching with the bubble gum, kononyer sweet, ah its sweet, den when suddnly i get nearer, the stupid minah stared at me(me was making a "WHAT" face) den she bang on my beg never say sorry, the face alrady like lao sai! chaonimah lah u minah, give u one "bitched slap" ur pimple all pecah ah! nabeh~
alrady in my teritory den wana be like one mudafucker.
stupid. idiotcracy. no brain. erghh!

den got home complaint to my boyf. as he otw home in the bus.
ate my supper. den washed my face, den doing my blogs now. hais aiyo.
in the world also got this kind of people exist .no manners, arggh! diya stop it.!
i dunwana talked bout dat minah.


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okok, now im waiting fer my boyfie, still waiting..as he watching footbal matched.
just came back from smoking with joel 5mins ago, got sad news by her, dat her first older age den her ,ex-gf had an motor accident at malaysia. so sorry .nevermind jo, have faith..dun be sad too much u gonna hurt more on you.. just pray nothings worst gonna happened ok??

i think ive got nothing to say animore.

written by diya.

bazaar yesterday!
/ 9:55 AM



TURUT HARI NI, SINCE THE PAST 3DAYS IVE BEEN SPENDING MY LONELY TIME WITH BEE.
haha. as usual came back at my house, do a lil helping on the cooking with bee &had some fun watching

BRING IT IN 5-FIGHT TO WIN
starring CHRISTINA MILLAN






haha!! want the link to watch it on the internet free.asked me nicely!! hehehe >,<
it was fun and GERAM TO WATCHED !HATE THAT BITCH'ES
grrrr! and romanticcc ahhh..so sweet..
after breaking fast me&my gf stayed home sing sinsing....
till strike 10pm, she had ti leave BUT she hafta buy fer her sister ,ramlee burger.
funny story bout dat.hahaaha.dunwana mention bout it..hais.aiyo.klakar :p
The sent her home as usual..


written by, diya

yesterday night :PAMPY
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 / 10:13 AM

tour with bee&diya
/ 10:11 AM





SEE U TOMLW BEE! OUTSIDE MY SCHOOL. AT BUSTOP 31. gonna go fer werk interview. BUt i hope im not stealing my darly's dini werk vacancy. hais. felt soo bad. i akan doakan utk u supaya u akn dpt kerja u balik. law u tk dpt i felt really really bad.
mwah. &sorry dini if diya's behave today is unsatisfied.. i dunnoe why im in moodswing. aiyo. must be my cabaran. wah.i failed my patience.
but my niat still wana puasa & treat u as nice as i cud as diya u knew.
hehe .BEE I LOVE

i apwecite to haf a boyf lyke u.even though ure not perfect.
love diya.

in the class.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 / 9:08 AM


THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS IN CLASS WHEN RARA COME TO SCHOOL &SITS BESIDE ME.
TSKTSKTSK.

my first day in school fasting
Monday, August 24, 2009 / 3:21 AM


the clumsy-ness of diya&dini on the first day of school, fasting;

-i nearly bring/eat a caramel candy before gg out.
-i nearly buy kinder bueno at bedokinter bustop.
-dini nerly let me kiss(salam) his hand.
-we nearly touched each other.
-dini said a wrong expression (clumsy; "i tak sabah nak g sekolah!)?
(actual; "i tak sabah nak ada motor!)..
-i nearly asked dini to meet me up at lunch so dat we cn haf lunch together.
-dini said a wrong sentence again (clumsy; "u sepatutnyer blaja cmne nak makan nti")?
(actual; " i fergot what he actuly wanted to say ")
-i said a wrong werds lots to rara.
i nearly said vulgare. but phew i dunt.





& SCHOOLS DISMISS EARLY(2:45PM) TODAY! COS OF SOME AWARDS GIVING AT PRIVATE LECTURE ROOM, && OH MY DEY SERVED LUNCH BUFFET AFTER THE THANG.
soo irritated, but nehmind i bring some home when i break fast. im still staying strong . another 75more minutes.
yeah bebeh!!! met dini at forum, den accompany him played pool for 4hrs. aiyo, pantat cramp, thinking bout my mom cooked alone. hmm, nehmind not always aniwae i get to accompany my darly play pool, SUPPORTING him even though he lose to a girl of his own classmates. nehmind, maybe ure being gentlemen ok darly. mwaahh! never get to kiss you the whole day.hais.


kk i think im gona change, my uncle is joining my family.yay!


sahur.
Sunday, August 23, 2009 / 3:11 PM
yo ,im bored.. i wanna cleep, but look at the tyme, i just have half-an-hour to cleep, better just still stay awake, rather den later i cleep, accidentaly went to a deep cleep &be late fer school. hmph!

now as im doing my blog, i was recalling about yesterday, hais i wish everyday was lyke that day. but i wan my qualification first.so study smart, werk hard diya. got lot to do. gotta keep lots of money as i can. I wanted to buy..

-habib toys
-dora dolls
-sakinah souvenier/gift
-siti gift
-anakia wedding gift? (shud i even buy)

she's just 18, n she's gonna get married with whiteguys. so soon. so jealous.hais miss dem. too bad i cant go perth.oh god huw i wished perth& singapore are lyke batam&singapore just 1hr journey. and hafta pay $51 fer the airplane.
opps. ok i nid to have my shower now, 7:45 nid to wakey my darly & get ready fer school. yay hope im early today.


should i asked my daddy fer school pocket money?

hehehe


love diya.

OH CAYANG ! TIDAK!
Saturday, August 22, 2009 / 12:35 PM
BERSABAHLAH CAYANG!
ASTARFIR-WARH-HAL-AZIM.BULAN PUASA WE HAFTA TO SABAH MANYMANY.
BANYAK SYAITAN. SO WE MUST FACE IT DGN TABHA. REDHA. HEHEHE
I SOUNDS LYKE MINAH DA'WA TAK DEAR? CAN I BE UR GOOD WIFEY ALRADY??
PEEWEETT!

Sick of this mind games.
/ 9:40 AM
Fuck-Fuck-Fuck.I'm so pissed and fuck up right now!!I'm sick of this mind games.You guys wanna make up rumours just to get my girl! you're so fucking wrong!! Why would i Fuck other girls and suddenly a rumour started coming out!! And turns out i know your motive!! Senang pe korang nak pisahkan kite dengan rumour Bodoh macam gitu.Member kau bilang?!! Member kau sape sial?!! Takkan kau tak tahu member kau nye name?!! Bodoh kan kau!! Korang ingat aku bahan kekek?!! Abeh pompan aku bahan pakai korang pe??!!! Korang nak korang bunuh samapi aku mati baru aku puas!!! Sial!!!!

mood swing
/ 7:10 AM

love sally.she so adorable yesterday! huhu^^

TODAY!
got to buka with my family!
eh i puasa full seh today! so pwoude of myself. woho.
&my boyf. too.. he go sembahyang teraweh sumore. i didnt i instead go bazaar with bee.
hehe, pity her her family not breaking fast together.so she decided to join my family&i. We had fun the first till 15min of walk at bazaar when SUDDENLY bee found out that her i/c and posb card hilanngg! haha. mood swing afta dat.thanks to her ..i scared to talked to her on that point of tynme..cos she's lyke maki all the way, &people were looking at us. paiseh. but i as her gff duncare.so mcm budak stupid walk back at where we had walked, &while walking backwards we look down mcm budak bodoh while she merengek all the way.aiyoo! BUT THE IRRITATING PART IS, when called her boyfrends...she can smile&laugh..with me muka ronyok! BWUEK.but nehmind i understand la kan. so heres the picture before she knew her i/c & posb card lost.





den went home, we karaoke .haha.singsingsing.
looked at the tyme, she had to go home.sobsob.
miss her again now.
pity her now hafta to find $300 fer the lost i/c .hopefuly someone faithful will return it to you dear, cos just now, a matrep and hys wife dropped dier baby wet tissue, unnoticely.. den i pick it up and gave back to them.
lah mostly 75% u get ur i/c back. insya.. kan bulan mulia, mesti ada benda yg tk expected akan jadi nyer. kk gff kush?

& fer u my cayang im sorry fer what happened otp justnow. never expected.
and whatever happens otp lately its disaster. so while u were cooling urself down, i record this video just to cheer u up in some other way, well i hope it werks.& u'll enjoy &fergive me ok cyg?



First day of Puasa.
Friday, August 21, 2009 / 9:55 AM
Now i'm webcaming with my beloved Girlfie<3.Sahur is gonna in a few hours.Don't know if can do it or not.Haha.Just what take this time and Wish



Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa Kepada Seluruh Umat Islam Sedunia.To my family,dear friends,and especially you dear Girlfie.Harap Puasa tu Betol2 ye.HAHA.


And DEAR,
INGAT MANDI HADAS TAWUK.TAK MANDI TAK BOLEH PUASA.TAK PUASA TAK BOLEH RAYA.


ONE MORE THING GUYS.HISAP ROKOK TAK MEMBATALKAN PUASA.SIOL JE AKU.JOKING JE.

SEKIAN WASALAM.AMIN.



Dini

CMPB
/ 9:12 AM
Today i didn't went to school cause i had to go CMPB fo my NS check up.Aiyo.Scary man.Lucky Taufik accompany me as he went there before.We took MRT to Redhill then drop off and took bus 145.As we nearly reach CMPB my heart started pumping.We took a 5 minute walk to CMPB.Once i step into the gate i saw NS men guarding.That was when i felt nervous+excited at the same time.We need to keep our camera phones in a locker before proceeding.So as i reached the counter i'm issued a pink form.I don't really know whats that for actually.Firstly i have to do photo taking.I got to wear an army uniform siol! Wuhoo.! The officer there was nice and he even fix the time on my watch for me.Then came th real thing.My medical screening.I took a while to process but the checkp up was speedy actually.First THE URINE TEST.They gave me a small cup and a strip of paper with boxes like those chemistry classes to test the PH value if you know what i mean.I had to urine while reading the instructions on the wall how to do the urine test.HAHA.like anjing gitu.After urine-ing.I had to stand in a yellow box and show the strip of paper.And the officer said "Very Good".I was blur and i'm thinking "What is very good?".Then the blood test.Two tube was needed.It was a simple procedure.Next was the hearing station.I had to sit in a small,very small like toilet cubicle.I thought i was gonna be tortured cause i feels like torture room like that.All i have to do was raise my hand if i hear any sound no matter how soft it is.So i heard in on the right at first all the way and i had to hold my right hand up all the way.Then the left.It took only 2 mins.Next was X-ray.Very fast but weird position.Rather not talk about it.Next the EYE.As usual like going to buy a specs.Need eye first so i took the eye test.Funny seh.Like retarted if u cannot the smallest line.Next Dental.Not much there.Then Check up.First i have to take a locker key again strip have naked and took my ECG.Don't know what that means.Then took height and weight and blood pressure.Took a number sit down and wait for my turn.So many have naked men.Aiyo.When it was my turn the doctor said "Pull your pants and underwear until knee level".Harap paham2 aje lah.I pulled it down and he ask me to wear it back.It was the time i knew what my PES was.I was labeled PES BP cause of my excess weight.Told Diya i had to slim down a bit to fit in PES B.And she was utterly dissapointed and upset.Sorry dearly beloved girlfie.I have to.Promise once out of NS.i'll as chubby as u want.Hee.Before i end.After my check up i had to go to this last station.A computer test.Fucking long! It took me 1 1/2 hr just to finish.Stoopid!Then all stupid question.Got MATH,SPEED,SCIENCE,LOGIC.But firstly i did wholeheartedly cause it stated that the result might determined where u will be posted.I want POLICE! BADLY! Half way through i got lazy but i still try my best.After the whole thing ended i returned to the first counter gave her the pink form,Go home,Played soccer and now webcaming with my best Girlfie,Waiting for Sahur.Bye2





Dini

im done!!
/ 8:19 AM
DIYA DAH MANDI HADAS BESAR SEH!!!

my preparation before puasa
/ 2:08 AM
Yesterday i went to school late. Met rara, coincidentaly met my boyfie, den he wore fer me hys big specs, and get commented by rara dat i look more like a PORNSTAR-SCHOOLGIRL PFFT -.- SO we cannot go in cos my course director were in there .SO SCARED TAW.so me&rara got nothing to do.we decide to follow my boyfie to cafe2, maybe we could change our apetite. BUT NO. we still decided to eat at cafe1.
Before heading to cafe1, we went to our classroom to have a peep. suprisingly the class was empty. so we went off, while rara is calling glenna to get any info of the class is, UNFORTUNATELY we got caught by MS.ENG(CA) aiyoo. another nagging.
&the best part is, she asked us to hide ourself ,cos now its too late fer us to went into class becos of the visitor the had in the beauty lab.so if go in like that,alrady late..its not a good impression .tsktsktsk.
got 3hrs to do in sch.
we take tyme eating etc.hehe

afta school i accompany my boyfie to pwint out his NS form.
while i hafta buy my ear studs.

Yo, today i went to school, do my phasetest.

1.Feet Paraffin wax &
2.Hand Paraffin wax

den went home..get to know my boyfie hafta slim down fer ns.
vewy vewy vewy dissapointed!!!

before tomlw, i think now i should mandi my hadas.
clean my nail polish which i just had done it just now.(but luckily its fwee)-raraa do fer me. text my gff alrady.but she never reply. must be very busy.
now i know how hypocrites are my friends. but well i prefer just be normal.
very M-E-R-E-P-E-K.
Fortunate to haf my gff.

hais.bazzar alrady open. lata dunnoe wana go teraweh prayer.
i havent shower and clean everything up.


see what happens later.

MISSING
Thursday, August 20, 2009 / 8:31 AM

DIYA RINDU BEE!!!
DIYA RINDU BEE!!!
DIYA RINDU BEE!!!

meow
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 / 10:42 AM
diya just finished transferring every single picture of u in diya's THUMBDRIVE. Just fer diya boyfie dini. Then tomollow diya's can wakeup late, but instead diya decided to wakeup bit earlier just to eat breakfast with dini(insya-law leh wakey) so diya is sacrifising her eyebegs fer dini. The now DIYA wanna shout to diyadini blog's that DIYA AMAT RINDU BANGEET SAMEE GFF DIYA YANG BERNAME BEE! GUE CINTA PADA KAMU SIH. GUE HARAP KITA DAPAT BERTEMU LAGIK. DUN WURRY YA'LL!
AND DIYA SUNGGUH MOHON KPADA BEE ATAW DINI ,AYOH IKUT GUE KE BATAM LOH DIS WEEKEND.
hehe. peace ya'll

dun ferget to see the new movie is gonna be out.

"BRING IT ON 5-FIGHT TO WIN"
starring-christina millan

kk diya mahu tido agar esok gue segar.
udah dulu deh.
dahh!

-
/ 8:28 AM
Girlfie i want those pics-















DINI

/ 7:48 AM




18AUGUST2009

THE DAY DIYA PLAY TRUANT. tsk.tsk.tsk.
-1ST time get to wear school uniform go school(disguise)
so my teacher wunt recognise me.haha
-accompany my bf to school fer 1hour only
-go to bds to watched floorball match with bedoktown
-dini&taufik are now officially bi.
-nowadays my cam lykes ryan.
-go HOME!

but then i got bring home my favourite new dish, sweet&sour fish rice.
nyumnyum.



14AUGUST2009.

THE DAY.
-My bf gets back hys laptop.
-My CIP HOURS(1st tyme my model is a guy)
-first tyme i attend my CIPS hrs.
-Meet my GFF
-1st tyme Go karaoke fer this month
-Play football table
-Try hats which suits me

GAA. LOVE THIS DAY. cos during that day i recall i was quite active.
STILL MISSING MY GFF!
WHERE MY BOYFIE? (2days missing)

Hey Young World.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 / 8:36 AM
Finally free to update the blog.Seems that diya is lazy to update.Haa.So i Update for you guys.It's been ok for us.Been Getting along well.For those who are wondering about out status.hehe.Ok this is what's been happening.I quit my job because of studies,family and friends.And when i heard if i show attitude again i will get fired.So before i got fired i fired myself.Now been studying and lepak-ing with dearly beloved and friends.But still less with my family.Hope i can work it out someday.This Friday i got my NS check up coming up.Hopefully it goes well.Then the next PUASA!!! yeah! But the worst part is schooling.Aiyo.Just now met up with my dearly beloved(:.She played truant just to spent half of the day with me.And she wore her hot uniform but not from her course.She looks hot!! Although its not a good thing to do but i appreciate it lots.Hehe.We watched the most touching and educational movie-"Syurga Cinta".Hope to jalan2 at bazzar with diya and friends.Must buy somethings there.Haha.Just noe lepak with my friends very tiring.ok la webcaming with diya now.Adieus.


Dini

What did i do now.?
Friday, August 7, 2009 / 9:16 AM
Arghhhhhhhhhh..........!!!!!!! That's all i can do now.Scream to the top of my lungs.Wait a minute.Aishah?! Hahaha.Fuck!! That girl don't deserve me! Ahaha.Ok now rileks and cool down.Remember i'm always a patience boy and not the hot-tempered guy anymore.Change for the better remember.But........I also want you to change the things that i don't want in u as well.I know what i have to do.U didn't hurt me.We did it to each other.I'll do what you want.Misunderstanding is just part of love.Hmm.Maybe TRUST is what tears us apart.I don't knowAnd that poem is from the movie "the corpse's bride" fyi.I remembered it like its been in me for life.So a change is what you want.Then the Dini i'll give.Don't worry i'll stay single as long as our love in our hearts is strong and unbreakable.No AISHAH! Who the hell is that girl.I don't need that.That's 1 thing i want you to change.U love me deeply then why give me away then suffer your lifr.Kalau nak suffer yok same2.Ok? Just trying to lighten up but in a serious way.This time it's serious i'll change not only for my own good but ours.



Dini

goodbye to the past.
/ 7:24 AM
im sorry a million tears.
i'll pay ur kindness and love n sweet touch.
i did LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
but things doesnt werk out between us.
actully aishah fits to be with you..believe me.
she want u soo much den i do.
our chemistry is way too diffrent...nothing but lovelovelove.
our love is just playing us in&out.
no mre hurt from u..i cant bare seeing u suffers.
i will said all the truth through blog every singleday bout u..
to show huw much i think of u..
even people will disgust my feelings on blog..but i shall remember..
no matter what people said. as long as this is love.
im a suck up person hu just wanna haf life on my own, very selfish...i cant even make u smile every minute.. deres always a misunderstanding.
forget me now and continue our day as a pure friendship.
like what i haftasaid to every guys n even to shahril or whuever wants to haf a serious relationship n want to be love with me,
"COME BACK TO ME WITH A RING & I SHALL BE YOURS TRULY"

WITH THIS HAND I WILL LIFT UR SORROWS,
YOUR CUP CAN NEVER BE EMPTY FOR I WILL BE UR WINE,
WITH THIS CANDLE I WILL LIGHT UR WAY IN DARKNESS,
WITH THE RING I SHALL BE YOURS..


love sincerely truly,
diya

diya who?
Thursday, August 6, 2009 / 8:21 AM
im lost. schools getting down to grave.
i prefer being silence den mixing around with anyone
whom attitude doesnt match with me.
so before i get into the trap even if im innocent..i rather be
in my own world imagining that bee was exist in my class.
hais. huw one momnet can change a million after. wow ^^

Yeah! clear all my list today.




love diya.

Only us in our world.
Sunday, August 2, 2009 / 11:07 PM
Hey updating this blog wanting to express what i feel about you people.People who don't understand about a couple loving each other very deeply.You know that all of you guys out there are full of crap.You guys are right about hating me,finding my fault.I don't hate and blame you guys but what makes me hate you is that you guys think you guys know everything what me and her been through.Easy to ask her to break up with me but do you our history?! Our love is stronger and only ALLAH can seperate us.I hate that you guys think what's best for us! who the FUCK are you guys decide for us.Do you even care about us?! I know you guys have been in love but you don't have the right to equalise your love story and OURS! It's totally different.So you guys think i should be hated for what i've done?! I realise my mistake and you can hate me that's your prob.So you guys hate the just 1 person?! why not hate other people who did the same thing?!Why only me?! I'm not asking for sympathy but i seek your understanding for Diya.She should decide herself.You guys made her scared that you guys would call her stupid if she accept me back.Its our love story.She should know what best for us.I mean you guys are friends,you should give her the oppurtunity to decide for herself.You don't decide for her.She sacrificed a lot for us.Why not we sacrifice for her.You want the best for her,than support her! don't abandoned her!!I disgust myself for what i didi but i disgust you guys more for what your narrow minded thinking makes me hate you guys.You don't pity her you guys think that this had happen to you that you don't want it to happen to her.But don't you realise that no matter how hard you try to seperate us we kept being together! Now i hope you guys know and understand how our love has grown to be.If you are not happy about her decision and you think that your love is better than her than,don't call yourself her friend.If you really want to be friends with her you should just advise,support and hope for the best and make her happy.Not decide for her dumbo!! even Allah and our prophet Muhammad s.a.w gives a lot of chances without endless count why don't people like us do! Its only us(Dini & Diya) in our world don't you guys dare infiltrate and destroy our world!

blog i miss you but im busy
Saturday, August 1, 2009 / 9:49 AM
DIYA BEING BUSY WITH SIMS 3
& MOSTLY CLEEPING.
DIYA HAVE A BAD ATTENDANTS LASTWEEK.
TSK3. NOT GOOD HABIT-
I FELT LIKE IN SCHOOL IM ALONE JUST ME&HIM(75%)
COS I UNDERSTAND HE HAFTA GAINED LOTS OF
EVERYONE TRUST AND HAF A RE-BONDING WITH HIS FRIENDS
INCLUDING ME.
SOB-SOB.. ALSO I DID SOME OF MY PROJECT WERK ALONE
BY MAKING IT MORE INTERESTING
WITH COLOURS. WEEE~ DIYA LOVE WONDERFUL
=
== I JUST STOP PLAYING SIMS3 10MINS AGO, AS I DECIDE TO
CHAT WITH MY GFFF FER SUCH A LONG TIME NEVER
EVEN GET TO SPENT TIME WITH HER.
HUW I WISH DOSE SHE'S NOW THE SAMA SCHOOL, CLASS WITH ME.
I MISS ALL THE TIME WE DID TOGETHER.
ESPECIALLY NOW. AND EVERYTIME WHEN MY I WAS LEFT ALONE IN SCHOOL.
I FELT LIKE DROPPING A TEARS SHOUTING HER NAME!
WHY WHY WHY!? YES DIYA IS JEALOUS SEEING CLOSED FRIENDS CAME
TO SCHOOL TOGETHER! &DIYA MISS IT TOO.!
I FEEL LIKE MAKING MYSELF FAIL ALL MY DIS YEAR TEST
SO I CAN STAYBACK AND HAF MY RETEST AND TO ALSO
HAVE HER IN MY CLASS! IM WILLING TO SACRIFICE.
BUT SHE DECIDED TO APPLY, HAIRSTYLING COURSE NEXTYEAR. walao :(
sad seh.
but nehmind nextyear i want to go HIGHER NITEC" den i can atleast
come to school with her, eat lunch with her, gossip, laugh,
etc. heheheee..confirm bestof the very best ever.
and let everyoe know huw closed am i with her. we're like twins
un-seperatable one. heeehehehe.
i feel like something not right dese days when going to school.
feel un-care.
taik!

ok diya is now waiting fer my baby bee to on9 ,she text me she's busy, but nehmind im willing to wait.

tmlw got an invitation from the restaurant "HJ MAIMUNAH" congrats dey opened a new store at becoolen.(i dunnoe huw it spell) cos i never heard of that place.

i wanna ajak bee, i scared shes not free.
but i know she's been waiting fer that hj.maimunah to do some opening just becos of the great food they had, cupcakes!.hehe. nyum!


love diya
&diya love bee&dini esp, jo
soo much.only dey know me well

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